Tomorrow'll be a better day

SCHOOL REOPENS

2011-01-11T19:29:00.002+08:00

Well, although today is already the second day of school, i'm here to announce that school has officially reopened, for me and all other JC people!!! Well, i kind of like it and kind of dreaded this day to come because *drums roll :P* i miss my friends! i can't wait to see them :D BUT i don't like school.. i don't like studying T.T and school reopen marks the start of a very stressful year. JC2! ARGH! another hectic year.. i wish 'A' levels can finish faster, yet i don't want it to come :'( what can i do? :X If i'm the head of MOE, i'll cancel national exams :P

First day of school, 10/11/2011

Met our new civics tutor cum GP tutor, Ms Caroline! She's quite good and funny at times! She took an individual photo of everyone of us just to remember our name..and she says that she's trying to be the only person to not have facebook! haha! and we had our GP lesson today..and it's quite interesting and she explains the passage well!:E

PE! the most dreaded lesson! Measured height and weight plus 3 rounds around the track and some lower body stretching:P TIRED! perspired a lot! and i totally went pale after the run and almost fainted during break..but when YOU got to know this, YOU had no reaction at all and YOU even said that our training was okay compared to YOURS! but YOU never put YOURSELF in our shoes. YOU are a male and we are females and we have different staminas. try having girl's stamina and train YOURSELF the same way and see how YOU feel.

Math lecture was as usual, BORING! D: gone through some math questions in a HOT lecture theatre-__- school's facilities are really lousy.

and that's all for yesterday....

Today, 11/1/2011

PE again, but today was okay because of the KIND rain :p tried out elastic bands and did stretching for the upper part of the body! it's quite fun actually! :D:D and mr tan said we will be having cardio training next week, that means, we'll have to run..AGAIN T.T

Math tutorial..got to meet our new math tutor, mr chu! His handwriting is damn NICE and NEAT and STRAIGHT! OMG a guy's handwriting! and he teaches well too xD first day of lesson and he already taught us some short-cuts in attempting questions! 8D

Chemistry lecture.. still the same old thing..scolding in the first half and hour :X and the level-head is trying to stress us at the start of lecture =="

Physics tutorial today was cancelled :X

Tmr's open house :D no lessons :P yeah!

okay that's all! bye world :D

KAIXIN

2011 RESOLUTIONS

2011-01-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

Hello 2011, Byebye 2010 :D Hello world! It's the beginning of another year again :) and time to throw away my 2010 calendar and also all the bad memories i had and begin my 2011 journey :D

First, let me set my new year resolutions:D

1. Be good to pork!:D

2. Study hard; play hard:)

3. Don't procrastinate!

4. Revise my work early:D

5. Do my best for all tests as well as A levels :D

6. Be happy and stay cheerful throughout the year

7. Keep in touch with my secondary school friends :D

8. Control my temper :S

9. Improve on my GP and Physics

10. Treat my loved ones better:)

Hmmm, i think that's all for my 2011 resolution :D Hope i'll be able to keep up to all my resolutions this year!

so bye guys :D

KAIXIN

APPROXIMATELY...THE LAST HOUR OF 2010!:D

2010-12-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

~ Last hour of 2010...well, this year passed super fast..please note>> it's SUPER! Hmmm wonder why do i say so? Because it just seemed like i've just entered JC1 yesterday and everything passed just in a blink of an eye><>

And i've realised that i blogged lesser and lesser this year D: due to the lack of time managing my chinese and project work T_T this two subjects already killed me halfway already! So can you imagine how i'd look like at the end of next year? :O and i'll be blogging LESSER and LESSER next year..because i want to spend more time mugging! for 'A' levels:D i want to do well and go into university>> accountancy:)

Since today's the last day of 2010, let me evaluate the resolutions i've made at the start of this year to see what i've fulfilled :D...yet to fulfill and what i won't be able to fulfill D:

1. Be good{i mean better} to PORK!

~~2. Get into the same class as PORK!~~ i'm NOT in the same class as him T_T

~~3. Be good to my friends~~

~~4. Stop wasting money on unnecessary things{save my money!!}~~

~~5. Stop my bad or rather nasty temper~~ but my temper's hot sometimes><

~~6. Be neat~~

~~7. STUDY hard and of course PLAY hard too (:~~

~~8. Improve my english~~

~~9. Keep my promises~~

~~10. Be filial to my parents :E~~

~~11. Revise early~~but i still burn the midnight oil at times :P

12. STOP procrastinating

13. BE HAPPY and CHEERFUL throughout the year

~~14. TO KEEP IN TOUCH with old friends who have been by my side during the 'ordeals'~~

Seems like i've fulfilled almost all of my resolutions! yeah :D tsk tsk....and there'll be more resolutions up next year (2011) later in the morning...because i'm tired :X i fell sick again T_T so byebye 2010, hello 2011 :D

bye world ^^

KAIXIN

2010-12-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

I'm back from China long long time ago :P ps ah, i'm too lazy to blog about it leh! sorry peeps :(

Life's been hectic after coming back...gatherings with friends as well as doing homework..but they still look like a mountain to me..time to conquer this mountain or else i'll die :X

Received timetable :D and i realised that my chemistry block test is on the first lesson on the first day of school! damn, how to studyD: DIE somemore it's organic! I'll die terribly :(:(

Christmas is coming :D and new year too~ i'll evaluate my resolutions on the 31st :D (which i havent fulfilled most of them T_T) and make out a new list of resolutions for 2011 :)

Had 2 birthday celebrations this year :) one in china and one with sec sch clique :D Thanks people for your presents and Pris for your lovely cake..it must have been expensive :S

Went for buffet today :)) really full :X and walked a lot a lot until my food digested -_- and my feet's full of blisters now :'( and i'm still going out 2 more times this week. one to kbox and one to movie :)

But right now, i'm not feeling so good :( xin qing very bu hao :@ and i realised everything's so superficial.................if you treat someone good and wholeheartedly, you may not get the same treatment back. EVERYTHING IS SUPERFICIAL! damn it.

bye world. goodnight.

KAIXIN

2010-11-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

GOING TO CHINA!!!!!!!! From 28th nov to 6th dec!!! Don't message me ><

I'll miss you lots lots lots lots lots :/ love you ^^

bye.

KAIXIN

2010-11-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello world (:

Days have been passing by so slowly....i've been spending almost everyday sleeping, slacking, watching tv, playing computer etc :X And i only feel awake at night :X Damn, if all these happens next year, i'll die! :P Heard from my sister that this year's A levels was difficult.......SUPER difficult...so i hope next year's one won't be as difficult... :| or i will die -_- she's left with 2 papers only... pharm chem and bio paper one...

I haven't been going out this week T_T rotting at home :S Actually plan to go out tmr with my friends...but it was CANCELLED! i'm being, once again, pang seh-ed by my friends. :X @#$% why am i always being ps by people..it happened so much this year...especially by ahem, the friend that i really trust a lot, the friend that i really treasure a lot....it's not i always ps him! and please...when did i even ps him in the first place...

Sometimes, i just feel like asking...do you feel bad for ps-ing people? do you really don't want to go out with me that much? do you really think that i am not sad whenever you ps me? Yes, to make you feel less bad, i would say that it's alright, nvm.... but please, mind you, EVERYONE HAS FEELINGS! as the chinese would say.. WO DE XIN SHI ROU ZUO DE.. BU SHI TIE ZUO DE.. TA YE HUI JUE DE TONG... How many times must i cry because of you? Yes, i am harsh at times, i am short-tempered at times, i'm sorry for all that..but must you always ps me to get 'revenge'? i'm used to all these..at the same time i'm tired of all these.....

To tell you the truth...i've gone out with you so many times..but the one that i loved most is last year, during my birthday. that's the time that we've never quarreled before...that's the time that you've never ps me before.

i'm going china soon~ woots. bye people.

KAIXIN.

2010-11-20T15:20:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS BEEN BORING ):

your words hurt a lot...but what can i say? what can i do? i don't want to be fierce towards you..i don't wish to see all these happening... now i realised that all the while, it was my wishful thinking... all is wrong..none is right.... i'm sorry to have made you suffer when you're with me... i'm sorry i treated you so badly, i'm sorry for messing up your life.... but also, thanks a lot for messing up mine too! although i expected that answer somewhat, but it hurts too. you've just used a sharp knife to pierce through my heart. I cared so much for you, yet you did this. i'm really disappointed... should i continue to care? should i? sometimes, one word from you to show that you cared for me will make me really happy... but you don't understand what i want..... i care a lot for you, but i just don't know how to express myself... i don't know how to care for you, i don't know how to love you.... in the end, making it seem like i am controlling you. i'm really sorry.... but still 당신을 사랑합니다 .

i hope you'll see this, but at the same time, i hope you don't. i'm in a dilemma.. i really don't know what you want and what to do.

KAIXIN

2010-11-08T00:30:00.001+08:00

당신을 사랑합니다

私はあなたを愛して

JEG ELSKER DEG

Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ

bye~

KAIXIN

2010-11-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello world(:

I'm back again! yeah~ It's been really really really a long long time since i've last blogged..

hmmm promos are over and results are generally okay (:

Chinese 'A' levels were over too, yeah(: Hope i'll get an A ^^

Now, i'm left with op and i&r... op! Just hope everything goes well on wednesday..god bless (:

Speaking of i&r, i hate my teacher ttm! she throws us back our drafts without telling us how to edit..in this case, how are we supposed to produce a better one?Haiz....i really don't know what to do for i&r already..but i cant possibly give up since it's the last piece of my PW!! i've survived this torturous journey till now! i can't give up..i must endure and hang on (:

One sad thing is..for next year, only ms xu is following us up to J2 T_T mr toh's not teaching us anymore *sob* ever since he came, my econs have been improving...but not, i think it's going to de-prove :'( likewise, for maths, although mr ng just came and thought us for not long, he's a really good or rather, superb teacher! but he's also not teaching us anymore...mr ong too...mr tan - i've got nothing to say :P

yeah, tmr i'm going to anchorpoint with szejen! woohoo~ but i've got no money TT BEILING! return my $15++!!!!!!!!!

and to you...you've been so cold towards me these few days ):

ad bye world(:

KAIXIN

2010-08-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

KAIXIN took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

""Makes spontaneous, irrational, and sudden decisio..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

2010-08-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

>>I HATE YOU TTM!!!

>>I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU

>>COLD WAR AGAIN :X

without love, there won't be hate :|

>"If Only" was a nice movie, you should watch it! (in youtube) [: quite a romantic and touching one T_T

>Went jp with sze jen and we talked really really much^^

>Had fun chatting with jl tonight (: via sms ^^

>I'm off to research for the crystal growing thingy alr!(:

>4 days of holidays but it doesn't mean 4 days of resting days ):

LASTLY, i hate you ttm!

{you should know who you are}

bye.

Kaixin.

2010-07-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

PW SUCK TO THE MAX TO THE MAX TO THE MAX

Srsly, I HATE PW!

it's Pointless Work! or rather Painful Work!

I want PW TO END SOON TO END SOON

IT'S really driving me crazy!

it made me sacrifice my sleep!

it made me cry so many times

I WANT TO GIVE UP ON PW!

School work's getting more and more difficult!

piles of homework are stacking up because of PW!

i just hope that i won't neglect my school work because of PW

and i won't neglect chinese too!

i screwed oral and listening! damn!

Next week is a busy one.

There's chem mock SPA on monday,

tuesday there's application of differentiation test,

wednesday is a break (PHEW) can't wait to see my seed crystal(:

thursday there's maths competition, chinese test and econs test! ARGH! how to switch my brain so fast?

friday is national day celebration(: FINALLY BREAK TIME!!!

but...after national day, there's maths and physics lecture test): no time to rest again.

i'm afraid of my physics...'cause i'm starting to understand it lesser and lesser...take DC as example..i don't even know what's the question asking about :/ haiz....

things had been going wrongly these few weeks...

idk to trust you or not to trust you anymore.

anw, bye guys(:

KAIXIN

2010-07-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD! (: results were being released already! OVERALL, i'm quite satisfied with my results..but i'm afraid of physics paper 2 and also GP :S these two papers were the only ones left that were not given out this week and these two subjects are my WEAKEST subjects :X just pray hard i'll do well for them..but i'm sure that my ranking points will drop like HELL because my chinese had dropped to a C ): while melvin's ranking point will shoot up into HEAVEN!!! wow! one in hell and the other in heaven -_- this makes me feel that i'm really STUPID beside him TT top in maths top in econs top in physics. i guess he'll top the class for both chemistry and gp bah..

why can others, especially him, be so clever and be able to score so well for their exams?! i tried very hard, i tried my best to start studying earlier, i tried my best to understand everything, i tried my best to not make careless mistakes! but in the end, everything is still lower that _____ why why why?! why am i just so dumb...maybe it's fated that he'll do better in anything as compared to me. :X

but it's alright...i flared up a few times this week...or should i say almost everyday?! i'm stress, i'm tired. sometimes, i just hope that i can go to sleep without having to complete any homework or study any test..and just sleep as much as i want. my energy's really drained in studying :X A holiday doesn't seem like a holiday to me already T.T

A level chinese oral is on the 13th july for me..hope that i can speak well..score well..and listening's on the 21st! so kaixin, STOP making any careless mistakes from now on....

Sometimes, i feel that i've trusted the wrong person...

it seems like i've been bluffed by someone for the past years/months/etc..

it's difficult to trust someone totally...but once someone gained your trust..they tend to take advantage of it..and it is super easy to lose trust on someone..

sometimes, the more i cared for someone, the sadder i will feel...i'm tired really tired.

to you, do whatever you want, you don't need to tell me anymore..i'm used to your silent mugging. :/

2010-06-25T22:57:00.001+08:00

5 hours of silence...5 hours of cold war...broke by one 'goodnight(:' you think this is enough?

2010-06-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

Done with 2 papers:D one more to go..but it's PHYSICS!!! the most hated subject, the most difficult subject, the most rack-your-brain-until-you-go-crazy subject...i'm still at kinematics..so that makes 4 more topics to go..one of which is a heavy-content one - THERMAL PHYSICS! ARGH, physics seems so hard to score..so hard to understand for me...but i still want to do well and conquer it! i can't let physics win me..i must win physics! HAHA so good luck to me finishing by monday and good luck for my tuesday paper ^^ somewhat, i feel like slowing down my footsteps now..somewhat, i'm hoping that i can slack a little, somewhat, i'm hoping to get more sleep :X hehe><

you've changed, really changed.

sometimes i wonder if it's really worth it to help you so much

during blood donation, i stayed back with you and even sent you home when you're not feeling well

i helped you print all the solutions and cover page

i helped you with so much things, i cared for you so much..

but is these all worth it?

sometimes you set me thinking all these questions..

do you also care for me as much?

but most of the time, my answer to that question is just a simple NO

as seen from your attitude

so form now, i shall stop saying all those things to you..

i shall wash my hands off your matters and not care about you anymore..but can i do it?:X

2010-06-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

tmr's maths common test! wish me luck please :P hope i'll do well~ please.....
time flies..one month of june holidays had passed so quickly..it's like i haven't done much things leh T_T

and my gp essay not yet completed!ARGH! anyone can help me :P haha i'll do by myself de la ^^ but sure won't be a good piece of essay de:X what if i do badly for gp? :'(

but nvm, don't think about all these first! MY BRAIN'S FULL OF MATHS STUFF NOW :P

ok goodnight and bye!

2010-06-23T00:58:00.001+08:00

today..i'm happy because i went out with clique for the whole day..shan't elaborate more~but i didn't mug today :/

and i'm sad when mum told me something just now):

i'm really sad and stunned when i heard it :/

please don't ask me what it is..because i only tell people whom are closest to me..:|

tonight won't be a good night :'(

2010-06-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

i'm tired from all the studying...

but i can't stop studying...

i realised that studying hard can be very very very super tiring :/

sigh~ when can the end of A level's come???

wait, can i be promoted this year fist -_-

i want all these to end soon...but at the same time, i don't want to go through all these BIG MAJOR dumb dumb exams :S

what a dilemma this is :/

):):

When can i start enjoying holidays to the max?????????

2010-06-14T23:15:00.001+08:00

it isn't like that..when i first known you. you've changed. really.

2010-06-10T18:17:00.001+08:00

who cares?! surely, the person can't be you.

2010-06-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

I'm sad nowadays. really. do you know?

2010-06-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

PW discussion today(: it shouldn't be this emotion one because i just hated PW so much :@ but i realised there's this korean show that's super nice..recommended by elvin :)) but i'll try to control myself from not watching too much of it..because i need to study for common tests...

should i attend thursday's gathering?

should i go airport or 4-5 gathering on friday?

there's just so many questions un-answered..

but i know i missed my friends. :/

bye people

kaixin

i'm sorry for today ):

but you've changed.

you're no longer the sweet and caring person i had knew last 4 years.

i know i've changed..i'm no longer the kind and nice-tempered person already :/

i'm sorry.

2010-06-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

gosh damn! PW!!!! you ruin my every plan! shit shit shit TT yes you you you pw! one dumb subject you're to be counted in the A levels! YOU RUINED MY HOLIDAY PLAN! MY STUDY PLAN TOO!!!

this blog is dead..completely dead...sledom do i see people i know tag ): and i think you've not seen any of my recent post..:S yes you you you YOU YOU YOU...you should know who you're.

kaixin

2010-06-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

One week of holidays passed so quickly..:X Had lectures and tutorials make-up on Monday and Wednesday and Econs common test on friday..so for this whole week, i've only mugged econs and there're just so many contents. Argh, speaking of econs common test..i've screwed another paper AGAIN. There's just not enough time to finish the paper so in the end, i only vomitted what i know even though i don't understand what the question's asking ): And at the end of the paper, someone just gave me a stupid reaction, a reaction that i didn't expect, an unexpected attitude too. I tried my best to cheer that person up, but sigh, to no avail :'( Stayed back a while to discussed PW :/ most groups seemed to be proceeding very smoothly, but i just had a feeling that my PW will not score very well..because it's somewhat like so global, so cheem (no offence group members)now i'll just have to pray hard we'll do well for pw..:X

And i havent finish my GP holiday essay TT i should phrase it in this way : I havent even started..right now, i really don't have the mood for GP already..i like chemistry and maths better..i HATE physics totally :P 2 more weeks of holiday and boom! H2 common test is going to start..so all the way kx! (: i still remembered ms tang telling us something in the hall before prelims..or is it the os?! she said : You can, you will and you must (: Miss lim told me that if you're determined to do well, you will do well. And i once saw a quote : Whenever the road you're on seems tough, look back and see how far you've travelled. You'll then realise how important it is to keep striving..STRIVE TO EXEL! But no matter how much i hated physics, i will still bring myself to study it, at least for my common test, at least for the grades i want. yuying once posted saying "love me physics and i'll love you too" (:

So these holidays, i'm going to study maths, chemistry and physics..forgetting GP and econs..but not gp essay -_- and also not forgetting the chinese storybook and chinese oral! yes i must complete all these in this june holidays!!wish me good luck :P

this thursday is 10S12 class gathering...friday is 4-5's gathering(which i'm still considering because sister will be back from nepal)..and 22nd is hanging out with kelly and guys :E and there's still meeting for PW's written report AH! i'm going crazy and yet, i'm all alone..with no one by my side..even the person i wish was here is not here :'( sometimes i'm really afraid TT

ok i shall end my post already! bye guys (:

Kaixin

you've really changed a lot a lot

i wish you were here by my side everytime i needed you but you're not

i'm starting to get used to this kind of feelings because the history is always repeating itself :X

if we didn't get into the same school..if only i chose PJC or poly or you've chosen AC..what would life be like for me and you?

2010-05-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

GP COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!! :D but i shouldn't be laughing/ smiling..since paper two is a KILLER!! big big killer..I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND THE PASSAGE..MUCH SAY TO DO THE QUESTIONS TT i think i'm going to fail terribly..just hope that paper one can pull me up!!! i don't want to fail my GP!

Holidays are coming..but wait! Are they considered as holidays? Well, not really..since I've to go back to school..discuss PW and also study for common test..And now, suddenly go 20hours of CIP that need to be completed TT WHERE ARE MY HOLIDAYS???):

Just gotten back PR1 today and my chinese..ARGH suck so badly ): i must improve on my chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But..am i able to maintain these kind of results??? the answer is... NO! NO! NO! because right now, i'm starting to struggle :S haiz....*shake head*

Right now...i'm so drained out...i'm so tired..physically tired..mentally tired...after one whole semester of hectic life...but life goes on!!!!

people i've got to go! bye(:

KAIXIN

Do you really understand me..do you really know me..do you really know what i want? Why are you so uncaring..give me a sense of insecurity..i'm so depressed after seeing your reaction everytime and also your nonchalant attitude towards me..i'm tired of this..really tired...sometimes i lied to you saying that i don't mind..i'm not tired..but do you know that they're just lies? not facts at all? Men lie to make themselves feel better...but women lie to make the other party feel better...do you understand my intentions at all?

2010-05-15T18:04:00.003+08:00

One week passed! and to me, it's rather a slow week since we had so many tests and also got back so many results :X First was chemistry prac. based assignment which was @#$% followed by chinese common test which was rather difficult TT on monday, then maths lecture test on wednesday..i made careless mistakes once again :/ econs lecture test on thursday! I know i screwed my econs lecture test since i only managed to memorise finish ped :X because i had to stay in school till 9 to watch the dumb dumb stars on wednesday ):

But i'm satisfied with the results that i got back, although i know i could have done better! so i need to jiayou! :E and i got gold for napfa, with a price, that is hurting my hand when practising standing board jump :'( The last time i got gold was primary 5! argh, such long time already.

People in my class all call me mugger ): and suan me when we gotten back the results..but to me, i still never mug until like O levels that time leh...i think this mentality of kiasu and mug for tests even though they're small ones is due to me being in class 3-5 and 4-5. They've forced me to work hard and strive for good results even though i'm feeling stress! so i need to thank 4-5!!:P and partly because there's someone beside me constantly making me feel stress and constantly reminding me to mug(by his actions) when i feel like slacking! (x so it's partly good and bad~

as for this weekends, there're a lot of homework and also there's chemistry energetics quiz plus thermal phy quiz and maybe inequalities one? Hmm, so i need to study! :)

and and and PW sucks la. ): rack our brains so much already still can't get any ideas ):

bye people.

>>thanks for being by my side cheering me up and comforting me when i'm down, thanks to you for always staying by my side no matter how harshly or badly i've treated you. i'm sorry.

KAIXIN

2010-05-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

It's just yet another simple day. Waked up and on-lined a while before heading down to pay respects for grandma. After which, headed home and napped a while before starting to study physics forces, which seems so difficult to me now TT took me a very very long time before finishing...BUT i still don't know how to do the tutorial ): how am i going to do well for my lecture test TT Tomorrow i need to finish dynamics and GP content before doing my tutorials if time permits. :/ i doubt i have the time to do so :X Gosh, time's just too rush and and and life's just so hectic. :/ Why can't i have a holiday without needing to study and mug..now i miss my december holidays last year...):

will i do well, will i not do well? who knows? For physics, i guessed the answer will be i'll not do well:X is it really a right choice for me to take up physics in the first place? :S

and thanks nicholas for compiling the gpp stuff (:

P.S. i agree with yuying's pm on facebook!! "Love me, physics, and i'll love you too"! such a cool phrase..woolala

i guessed you've not read it...but it's alright..time will heal all these..

but i just want to ask you..why have your attitude changed totally?

even when you texted me these few days..

KAIXIN

2010-05-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

Hey people! It's another weekend again. People often say it's a long holiday….but to me, it's just a short one BECAUSE there's physics lecture test on wednesday..GP comp test on monday..next next week is even worse..most of us will be having Econs lecture test 2, maths lecture test 2, chemical energetics quiz, thermal physics quiz…WOW how am i going to study all these in just 2 days. And there's still tutorials to do..i'm so stress :X

Today was a so and so day..being a public holiday, it should be a day for all of us to rest, but i CAN'T! There's just too many things to complete and do :/ So my group went to Elvin's house to discuss about our GPP since public library's closed -_- but almost all of us were like walking zombies..especially Nick and I..since both of us did not have a lappy to do research on…well, i lent mine to Sheng Lin when WS, Nick and i went mac to have lunch..when we were back, she was still researching..so i just lent her. Instead, both of us were only reading the three's research and see whether they were relevant or not..For the last hour, we played Wii!!!! and Nick cant control the remote..as in he can't throw the ball STRAIGHTLY!!! when he said it was chicken feet when the rest were playing..oops~ :X so at least something was done during today's meeting!!! and someone were at home MUGGING his physics :/ ARGH! Tomorrow i need to go bai bai grandma before i have time to study my physics…let me score well please.. :) at least a B or A :/

And thanks nick for carrying my super duper heavy bag with loads of GOLD when i complained it was heavy :P Actually it was my laptop making it so heavy TT

Went out with parent for dinner before heading down to ECP to find my sister and i witnessed a marriage proposal there..so romantic la~

Half of tomorrow will be gone and i will only be left with half to study for my physics and do some revision and also complete tutorials by MONDAY!!! please don't make me procrastinate anymore!!!! :S

Ok i shall go already. Bye people.(:

FIrstly, i must apologize for treating you so badly these few weeks..i really feel very bad towards you but i just couldn't control myself…

I feel that your attitude towards me has changed completely..you used to be so good, so caring..can i turn back the time?

And i want to say..i angry is because i care for you..i sad is because you're important to me..or rather i'm jealous, or i'm afraid that i'll lose you someday, somehow :X

when he told me something, i'm really sad..and it's really NOT because i don't trust you..it's because i don't trust myself..i just doubt myself so much..since i treated you so badly TT

when someone was carrying my bag, how i wish the person in front of me was you..the old you..have you really change or is it i just think too much…

sometimes when i'm stress or when i'm down, i really wished that you're just there beside me to cheer me up, just like what you always did last year…

but now, whenever i met any problems and whenever i tell you anything..you will just sit down there…can you change back to the old you? i really don't know what to do.

i'm confused…really confused and sad..and also, sorry for these few weeks.

"It takes both rain and sunshine to make life's rainbow"

i wonder if you'll see this or not...or have you forgotten this site?:S

KAIXIN

2010-04-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

School life's been real hectic. Piles and piles of tutorials, lots and lots of tests and quizzes coming out. ARGH, i'm just sick of them. I'm real stressed now..with PW and Econs, as well as next week's chemistry lecture test as well as next next week's physics lecture test! I want to start revision early, i want to do well, but i just don't have the time. I know some will say they're just pure nonsense, but the truth is things just happened at the wrong time..Why must we have our econs project due two days before our PI's dateline. I screwed my PI and i've to think of new strategies plus lessons and send to Dr. Nic by today! And econs' task two suck totally. Articles are real hard to find and i blame no one in my group, but it's due on monday! How are we suppose to find a nice nice piece of articles containing the factors we want? Tuesday's lecture test and i havent revised. Plus, homework are piling up too, i need to complete them asap. But before i do that, i must understand what i've copied during the lectures.

I'm just on the verge of giving up seriously. I've always told myself not to give up so easily, and since i've chosen this route, i must preservere. I've told myself two years' gonna past real fast and since i've survived 'o' levels, i can and i must survive the 'A's. BUT CAN I? I've tried to encourage myself, i've tried to push myself, but in the end, everything just goes wrong. There's no one i can exactly tell my problems to..i'm really stressed, really tired. I need rest, but i can't rest. What an irony! What can i exactly do? Sometimes, or shall i say most of the times, i really feel like crying and just as tears are about to flow down my eyes, i stopped them..i dont want people to see me as a weak child...but i suppose one day, i'll go crazy. And the one day will come very very soon...

ps see the time now, it's 0021 and i need to find econs article..so wish me good luck

that's all. bye.

KAIXIN

what can i do? you've got no reaction to what i say at all...

2010-04-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

WOW WOW WOW! It's been ages since i last came to this address to post my stuff. And yea, some of you may have guessed correctly, the MAIN reason for me to be not able to post is due to the hectic life during school days ): and also, partly due to my laziness :P

School's been so UN-well lately. 1. STRESS {who doesn't have it? it's only the magnitude!} 2. Tutorials {piles and piles are waving to me!} 3. Lecture notes {to be understood by the dumb me TT} 4. Tests {i'm going to have like 4. tests for this coming week, ARGH, how terrible is that!} 5. 私人问题 {haha, it's not that serious anyway, just the normal mood swings plus quarrels plus idk how to describe}... Just having an weird feeling that something bad is really going to happen ):

PI! suck like hell please..have been racking my brain for the pass few days and hours and hours of corrections BUT i'm still unable to produce a piece of satisfactory PI..i suppose whenn DR NIC reads my PI, he's going to vomit blood!!!:P Got back lecture tests and yea, i'm NOT SATISFIED with my results..although they are good results, BUT all mistakes made are due to my carelessness.. AHH..can this bad habit please run away?

Pray hard everything will go on smoothly from now...but how are we going to learn how to grow up if there aren't obstacles blocking our way? What an irony is this.. :X

And i'm having a flu...and i scared the medicine will make my rashes act up again..anyone take care of me please :P i need someone. TT

ok, that shall be all..and i'm not very sure when i will post again...bye guys (:

KAIXIN

if i told you this..you will surely say that i'm thinking too much..but i really have a feeling that there's something going on, something that you wouldn't want me to know..please can you tell me? With the cheerful front, you'll think that i'm alright..but in actual fact, i'm not. Lots and lots of disappointment, sadness etc are being buried deep inside my heart. It's only that i don't want to say out. But is there really something that idk? ):

2010-03-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

Gosh! It's been like long long ago since i last posted. Yea, busy mugging for tests for the previous week and yea, i'm having atomic structure quiz plus maths lecture test on thursday!! 2 tests on thursday! ARGH! but i shan't complain since almost almost everyone is having 2 tests on thursday! Way to go, kaixin! (:

OVERALL, this week is a so-and-so week!! Of course, there were both happy and sad things that happened! I got back my maths ap gp test and AS EXPECTED i failed terribly ): but i don't know why i'm still a bit sad when i received back my test ): BUT i got back my english essay and my [hysics lecture test! Luckily i passed 'cause the lecture test accounts for 5% of our promos!!:O Hope i'll do well for my chemistry and maths (:

Econs! Changed teacher again! To MR GOH!!! and melvin says he sell fish one!!! But he's a friendly guy with no temper and is very patient in explaining things to us :E

Homework to be done, revision to be done. ARGH there's just too many thing awaiting me to touch them!!!!!! 24 hours a day is just not enough for me!!!

Anw, PW question is out! And i don't know which question i should do!:/

I HAVENT GOT MY TIMES~~~):

and right now, i'm blogging because I'M UNHAPPY!!!!!!just blogging to forget the unhappy things that happened just now when studying atomic structure :/

bye people.

Kaixin

2010-03-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

BOO!!! i'm back (: FINALLY

FIRST OF ALL, sorry sorry clique for not joining today's outing ): 'cause it's simply too late when i reach and if your wait for me, it'll be like your can't do much things. And KELLY you can give me your surprises at a later date :P BLEH!!!! plus, i'm kinda tired today): Woke up at 7.30am 'cause i have remedial. SO FORGIVE ME!!!! :D and it's quite sad that i must wait till don't know when before i can see you all again (strike out kayin and yingling 'cause i see your EVERYDAY!)

So i've been doing my homework almost everyday in these entire holiday?! Why do i say entire? Simply because tomorrow's HBL day and we'll be doing homework too :/ Crap, my last day of holiday AND I'LL HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY?! gosh, i can't believe it. WHY WHY WHY must it be during my holidays?! And this is the only holiday in my entire 16 years of life that i really did my homework/ read through lecture notes 'cause i used to play and slack until the last day before panicking! so good job kx :E

Well, had Chinese lesson and chem lecture today. Chinese lesson was simply ARGH - too cold. Yea, i was freezing until i can't even write properly..so my words were like ants crawling. Ask yuying or beiling and you'll know how cold i felt TT Chemistry lecture - chemical bonding - totally suck! Hated bonding since secondary school..well, just because i and chemical bonding don't have any 'chemistry' :P Rather go back to atomic structure..at least it's still understandable...and melvin loves asking questions until you tio stunned/ confused. Yea, i'm always being confused by him in the end :/ So today's lecture isn't a fun one ): Went popular a while to buy box file :/ and didn't had lunch because there's nothing to eat..really nothing :S {sorry, i broke my promise to you again} Home-d, did filing, watched tv, did chinese worksheet and yeah, here i am posting again :D

joke with beiling and yuying >> i told them i'll contract when i'm in air con room and one of them said...if they put me under the sun, then i'll expand!!! HEHE><

ok la, quite -_- but that's what we always do when the lesson just gets too boring :/

at least it makes you awake and continue listening to the teacher

Tuesday - chemistry lecture test

Wednesday - physics lecture test

Why must they be on 2 consecutive days? I'm so going to die man..or rather be drained in the end ._.

4-5 CG on saturday..should i go or should i not? I want to go 'cause i miss some 4-5 mates..but there're some reasons why i don't feel like going? Anw, anyone have any idea where is the CG destination changed to? :)

Ok i shall go to sleep now or else tomorrow i'll snore until the sun is hanging high up on the sky :O BYE people.

a week has passed..so quickly..and sorry for once again, throwing my temper at you ):

Kaixin

2010-03-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

And i read something yesterday that's really saddening. ):

My mother only had one eye.

I hated her… she was such an embarrassment.

She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mother came to say hello to me…

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?!

I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said:

“EEEE, your mum only has one eye!”

I wanted to bury myself.

I also wanted my mother to just disappear.

So I confronted her that day and said:

“If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?”

My mother did not respond!

I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.

I was oblivious to her feelings…

I wanted to get out of that house…

So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.

Then, I got married.

I bought a house of my own.

I had kids of my own.

I was happy with my life

Then one day, my mother came to visit me.

She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren!

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.

I screamed at her:

“How dare you come to my house and scare my children!”

“GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!”

And to this, my mother quietly answered:

“Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address”

And she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip…

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!.

My neighbors said that she…

Had died!

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…

“My beloved son,

I think of you all the time…

I’m sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see…
When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So…
I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With my love to you…
…Your mother.”

*****

STUPID BOY.

2010-03-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

Today's another so-so day..at least i went out with my family to bugis again~ as usual, we ate laksa there *yum yum* (: and walked around before coming back home. Of course, I went to the temple there and made some wishes~ :DD Did nothing much again, but at least i helped with mopping!!! But my homework are still untouched yet, except for chinese :/ GOSH, how i wish i can really relax during the holidays. Holidays are meant for students to relax right?! Why are there still homework given and why do we still need to go back to school plus why HBL??? ):

Sister's going for cca camp from monday till friday!!! So the whole house will be quiet again :E but i'll also be bored to death. someone come accompany me~ ): And today morning, i was awakened by Elvin's call -_- asking me about the GP forum zZz...i'm so deprived of sleep~ If only school starts at 9 or 10 or blah blah blah...just let me sleep more~~~ ARGH! can't believe that i haven't had my dinner...i'm so hungry~ :/

That's all(: bye.

For once..I had a feeling that I wasn't talking to you, I had a feeling that I dont know you at all!Just for that moment...but i really don't know why. Is it true that i'm starting to not know you as much already?:/

Kaixin

2010-03-12T23:12:00.004+08:00

Hi people! SPORTS DAY TODAY!!! and.....BIKILA got second with BANNISTER as first(:

Went home after eating lunch and slept for the whole afternoon!{SEE I NEVER MUG HOR!}

and yeah! holidays are coming...at least i can wake up later everyday 'cause i really really lack of sleep ): School's tiring, boring, all sorts of dumb dumb stuff :/

and i never see kayin today~ :/

this is always happening to me ):

ARGH!

isn't this true? the lie we said most is always

"i'm fine. don't worry"!

CONTENT OVERLOADED!!!

2010-03-11T21:32:00.004+08:00

Yea, as the title of today's blog post stated, CONTENT OVERLOAD! hmmm..many might wonder why? It's because me{should be my whole class} had 2.5h of economics lesson today! and mind you, it's 2.5h consecutively! :O 2-3 pm should be our normal lecture at LT2, 3-4 pm was our make up lecture at LT5, and 4-4.30pm was our tutorial! ARGH! It's hard to keep myself awake but i managed to do that! okay la, probably because i sort of like econs and find it quite interesting, so i'll be like attentive during the lectures?! For maths{my once-favourite-subj}, chemistry or physics lectures, i'll tend to get a bit restless near the end of the lectures! Don't believe? Ask sze jen! She'll know it, 'cause i'll keep whining and complaining about how bored the lectures are or how hungry i am :P Speaking of chemistry, i think i really screwed up my test ): I don't know why, but i went to write the product as the limiting reagent! And i was stuck at one of the MCQ and many many more...okay, accept it kx, this is the result of not studying :/ And i got back my physics test :DD Back to econs.. met up with the new teacher today and honestly, the first look at the male teacher and i sort of dislike him! REALLY DISLIKED HIM! and he even scolded us today?! It's like 'what the hell?! you attitude problem is it?' Fancy him scolding us during the first lesson! He's really created a BAD impression in ALL the 24 of us! Too bad, he's our permanent teacher and sway-ly, i'm the econs rep TT {gonna suffer soon} And the things he did really scared my wits out. ): {i'm really scared of him now!!!}

Enough of these sad things! Tomorrow's sports day but the teacher said that the latest we can go is 2pm! Yea, this is half day to us -_- And also the long awaited holidays...but the good thing about this holiday is that we don't have as much homework as we had when we were in secondary school!(: Well, friday's home-beased learning day and lots and lots of things to do. Plus, we need to follow timetable and i need to do econs during 1030 to 1130 :/

Lots and lots of things uncompleted and block tests are coming up soon!!!):

that's all for today, thank you for your kind attention and have a great day(: {that's what we all hear during morning assembly eh?}

Bye world (:

Sorry for making you sad these few weeks ): and hope our recess can once again be the same in term 2!

KAIXIN

2010-03-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

And yea, as i was telling someone, i miss 4-5'09 a lot a lot...): the fun and crazy times we spent together..be it playing or mugging hard for the 'o' levels. Basically, i miss the whole class, especially my clique and my super close friends :/ Don't even know if i cant make it to class gathering on the 20th or not. Sigh! School's been really stressful DAILY ): plus tons and tons of things to do.. D: But i'm still glad that i can spend the morning time before assembly with my friends, lovely friends (: How i wish i can turn back the time to 2009!!!!!!!

Today isn't a very fruitful day. Only managed to complete some things in just the whole day :/ spent most time watching tv and playing computer....*shake head shake head* I still don't have the motivation to study :P

Ok that's all bye.

Kaixin

2010-03-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

At least, this week's been a better one, better than last week, but wait, something very depressing happened on monday ): then it was another person's attitude change plus getting blamed for no reason because the fact is I DID NOTHING WRONG. well, i can say it LOUD and CLEAR. yup, nothing at all. I just merely helped everyone photocopied the answers for tutorials and ________ said to me "i shouldn't have given you the answers"! But hey, you asked me to photocopy for everyone okay? Gosh, why am i the one taking the blame when it's other people's fault? Why am i always the one getting blamed for nothing? Makes my day a very bad one ): Plus, there's a {idk-how-to-describe-him} guy who has serious ATTITUDE problem! PLEASE! Did i EVER OFFEND YOU in a way or another for this year at least? NO RIGHT? so, what right have you got in being so irritated when i asked you only like 1 to 2 questions? And what's wrong of asking people to explain physics to me? Kiasu-ism? Yea, i admit i'm kiasu, so what? Does it affect you? Since you don't want to explain to me, just say NO! and why do you ask me chemistry when you don't even want to explain things to me? Is this FAIR? NO IT ISN'T. so please, change your attitude and stop putting a FAKE front in front of others.

School life's been hectic, really. Tons and tons and homework, plus tons and tons of misconceptions D: Luckily, there's you to help me :D Tests are coming out soon~ yea, i mean SOON! next week :O so let me think, hmmm, i'll be having physics quiz and chinese test on monday, maths quiz on tuesday, cca outing on wednesday :E, chemistry test on thursday and thank GOD it's friday..nothing on friday i hope! (: Srsly, i don't understand physics and maths TT somebody explain to me please :/

Next week will be the march holidays..it's lie FINALLY! :DD but...we still have to go back school for lectures and friday's will be home based learning day..TIRED! why can't we just rest during the holidays? :'( JC life's been busy and stressful, really..much more stressful than in the O level period :S But, i'll get used to it..and that's when i'll go crazy! :/

i give up on doing the GP essay. :/ continue again tomorrow?! ok bye world.

My nose's gone crazy again! DD:

KAIXIN

2010-03-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

i found out something today:/ somethine horrible, something scary...that one person can be selfish at times, that one person can be a hypocrite D: crap..why am i posting this today?!TT

Physics' difficult...chemistry's difficult, math's difficult, gp's difficult, chinese's difficult, econ's difficult..ARGH all things are difficult to me :/

bye world...*entering lalaland soon*

Kaixin.

glad that you no need go for operation!

2010-03-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

School's been alright today (: much much better than last week...at least i never flare up as much times at _____...at least. :D Chinese lesson wasn't a good one..chemistry too{i don't have my notes during lecture! gum gum} Tired day~ what cca to join? ):

And yesterday i ate hotpot! with my own family of 4 :E and am so happy to solve chemistry and maths...as usual, called each other to discuss maths and chem and i finally understand! :DD

After today's incident...i felt how important you're..how i wish you were in my class..if only i treasure you earlier..if only i had treated you better..if only you were in my class, none of this will ever happen 'casue you'll surely help..if only..

tomorrow's your appointment..update me ok? no surgery please.

that's all. bye

Kaixin

2010-02-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY! Just like any other normal SCHOOL day..stayed at home to do my homework TT but i'm stuck with many many questions ): feel so dumb la! it's like almost every question also stuck...plus now i have no more tuition to help me already, so everything need to be done and understood by myself which is like SUPER DUPER hard for a dumb and blur person like me..HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE JC? someone out there, please help me~

OMG i feel like a bad person now :'(

i feel like a dumb person because i can't help you at all

i feel like a useless person because i can't answer the questions you asked me just now ):

tomorrow's going to be a better day; tomorrow's going to be a better day; tomorrow's going to be a better day. Hope it does:]

there's a lot of things piling up for me to complete them! Stop procrastinating!! and i just wrote finish something, for you!(:

ok, i shall go~ bye

just one more wish: no surgery for you please.

Kaixin.

2010-02-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hi world (:

This week hadn't been a good one, or rather, i should say it's a really bad bad week for me, at least. My temper had not been so good and i knida lose my temper a lot of times, especially at _____ and i'm really very very super sorry to you): I'm glad that you understand and don't mind :D but i'm just really sorry ):

And things had not been going as smoothly as i wanted them to go...Honestly saying, i've been starting to struggle with my studies already..be it my favourite mathematics or physics, the subject which i used to hate most in school :S but really thanks to _____ and kayin and yingling and blah blah for your constant help :) and i just wished that we can continue studying together..although it's just like a short half and hour before morning assembly. It does help, really, especially when clarifying what we don't understand in the lectures the day before (: Next is something really personal...i know i shouldn't have been so bad to ______, but i just couldn't control my temper :'( i'm sorry melvin~ next was the group thing...and yea i'm unhappy, if some of you were to ask me. next was during tutorials. I thought i've gone into a super good class with great classmates who'll concentrate during lessons... instead of joke all they way thoughtout the WHOLE tutorials. It's difficult to concentrate even when sitting in front :/

How i wish i'm back to the times when i'm back at jss with my friends and also, how i wish i'm still in the same class as you..at least, there's someone who will know when i'm troubled, sad, angry or happy..at least there's someone out there who can tolerate my super bad temper, at least there's someone out there who will always without fail cheer me up when i'm unhappy, at least there's someone out there who will always help me no matter what happens, at least there's someone who will always care for me:D but everything's not going to be the same anymore, for these two years, or for the rest of my life :/ why do we have to learn to treasure something when we lost it already? D: i really miss the life back in jss~

Mixed feelings. This whole week, i've been having all sorts of negative feelings ): just hope next week will be a better week and a happier one (:

the only time i'm happy is the time i really smiled naturally in front of you and the time when i got back my test. and yea, i've gotten back my tests, both phy and maths (:

and yea, i've been experiencing the fear of losing you :'( and once again, i hope/wish/ pray that you won't need to go for a surgery :/

got to go. bye.

Kaixin

2010-02-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

School's pretty alright for these 3 days (: At least i enjoyed the lectures/ tutorials with all my classmates around, although some of the lectures are quite dry. And i just realised something, my teachers are all very fierce! ): One of them will tear away 2your worksheet if you never attempt it :/ and the other will scold you or rather, ask you to stand at the back of the class if you're late. And there's another dumb teacher who will train you during PE until you'll go crazy, calling you bimbos etc :S the other will not let you take your workings up to the front when he asked you to present your answers. Gosh, i just hope that he'll never ever call me up to present :P For now, i like GP and Econs teacher best, because they're friendly and fun and approachable! (: AND and and, Dr. Nic called me "ang" instead of "kaixin" today. So dumb~ PLus ROBIN ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT MELVIN'S SURNAME WAS ANG! HAHA {4-5 people, please dont say out his surname!}

Homework are starting to pile up and tests are coming up soon! Gonna read through my lecture notes soon, but not now :P Tomorrow, we'll be going to mdm tay's house! happy~ Mass conversation with 10S12 was fun :D

ok i gtg, bye. (:

KAIXIN

i love you just the way you are. and don't be sad (:

2010-02-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hello world.(:

School's reopened after like 4 days of 'holidays'?! CNY! the festival that i liked most..because it's the only time that i can eat non-stop, play non-stop and drink soft drinks without being nagged/scolded. But after all these days of eating junk food, i'm so going to suffer tomorrow during PE. ARGH! it's the lesson that i dreaded most now because we've to keep running and exercising..BUT it's also one of the best lesson 'cause you don't need to study at all!

And i feel very bad today, really bad. 'Cause i kept throwing my temper at someone, someone who is very innocent and who just suffers in silence TT i'm really bad and sorry about it. :/ Idk why, i just can't control my temper. CRAP! i feel so guilty now. :/

>>to nicholas: i forgot to reply smth on the tagboard! yea you guys are great and it's fun to have you in my class. HEHE><

off i go and bye (:

Kaixin

really sorry for what had happened today..i really didn't mean it:/

2010-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people.:D yea, i know i'm not on time due to my laziness to switch on the computer :P

great and fun + memorable day today (:

bye.

KAIXIN

i'm happy..only when you're around!

2010-02-13T11:09:00.003+08:00

Lessons had officially started i guessed, and there're already some parts which i don't really understand :/ and srsly, i'm starting to struggle with those overloaded amount of content, but the subjects i'm struggling with is not physics{as expected} but instead, they were maths and chem...Gosh, just hope i'll see the light someday.But it's alright, because i know there's someone out there who's willing to help me everytime right?:P and i just came to realised that actually the guys in my class are really good, especially toward the girls (x and i jsut hate lecture- tutorial style :/ it's really difficult to ask questions): and now, there's no one who'll accompany to ask teachers questions TT

Friday! Celebrations for CNY! the concert{is it considered as one?} ended quite early! Went to canteen to wait for ogl. And thanks 10S12 boys for the roses and yingling, kayin, kelly, jolene for your presents (: {did i miss out anyone?} Had mac before heading back to jss to meet my friends! Ok, i'm so HAPPY to see them ok (: And i realised that there're a lot of NEW teachers in jss:/ Heard that miss ong SK is leaving school TT so there'll not be anymore good chemistry teachers in jss anymore...:'( the sad thing is, i didn't see miss lim at all and we all had to sit at the back of hall to watch the #$%& concert BUT we spent most of the time chatting and playing (: Left school at about 12+ correct?

JP with yingling, kayin and kelly. Sadly, only 4 of us managed to go ): But it was fun really and holding on to 3 roses and walking down the streets/ shopping centre made me feel really awkward! :/ Plus, i have to sprinkle some tap water on the petals everytime i went to the toilet. Thanks for kayin and yingling for helping me{ok, i admit i'm clumsy!} Pizza hut student meal as lunch and the pasta's really spicy!TT plus dry too... Caught a movie at 3.20pm which last about 3hours : VALENTINE'S DAY. Initially, i didn't know what the movie is..but it's really a funny one..although there are sad times too ): According to Kelly, i was laughing 24/7! Accompanied kayin to buy some presents after that before going home! Sway-ly, 174 spoilt halfway at bukit batok and i had to run 2 bus stops home, making my leg even more pain and tired because i ran 3 rounds during PE on thursday TT But it's a fun day afterall (x

Thanks to :

Kelly : for your presents and i LOVE your letter! It's really sweet~

Kayin. Yingling : your tidbits and presents and your card/letter (:

Jolene : your chocolates (:

10s12 boys : your roses (:

Tomorrow will be CHINESE NEW YEAR and VALENTINE'S DAY! cool~ and i don't think i'll be blogging soon again (: boring life though:/

bye.

Kaixin (:

to you, although your appeal to my class is unsuccessful, it's alright ok? we can still meet up and study plus eat plus ask teachers questions together right?(: although i'm quite sad{actually is really super sad}, but rest assured, i will accompany you always and won't ignore you one (: [everything else i want to say is on the letter alr] just hope that you like your super creative nice tasting "CHOCOLATES" and goodie bag!xD and thanks for helping me carry my things yesterday:)

2010-02-07T19:40:00.002+08:00

Camp's over. And it's kinda fun. So kayin, you were right. But throughout the camp, i never really see you leh ): so sad~ Well, the games were fun and we did cheering most of the time :/ overall, it's fun. But i'm still not used to seeing the class with so little girls 'cause 4-5 had more girls than boys and i'm also not used to the idea of not having ____ by my side most of the time, be it talking to me or helping me. Now, i have to do anything all alone and it really takes a lot of time to gain trust in one person. Although there're a lot of events that made me don't want to trust anyone so much again, but i'll try my best to be a good friend.(: and bond with my new class. Speaking of new class, the boys are really great, and i can see that they really care for us, the girls, always helping us etc. Mass dance was fun too and yea, as expected, i danced with melvin, and shawn with cassandra. Okay, we'll always be meeting at the back of the hall and we will have the steps mixed up etc..i find cassandra very ke lian 'cause she's always being bullied by shawn. HAHA :D JJ night was crazy and i finally see that it means by "jj-cians are really high!" i got to know some people in my class but not really talked to them a lot. Being in a class alone with no girls that i knew previously is like so lonely. :/ no close friends to support you, to cheer you up. And talking about friends, i cried during the E-web activity 'cause i really missed my friends and want to be with them. I don't know why, 'friends' is a very sensitive topic to me TT and i feel really paiseh ): i think they'll all think that i'm crazy :S afterall it's really a fun camp BUT the food really suck a lot ): although i managed to finish all except yesterday's breakfast:/ after breaking camp, i feel that i've really enjoyed a lot and took 240 back home with melvin (: hehe cause i don't see anyone else that i know. :S

tomorrow's school again :/ lectures are going to start again :S and now, we've to seat according to class ): byebye my friends :/ i think only my very close friends know the fragile side of me and it's difficult to hide it from them. Honestly, i felt like crying or shall i say almost cried on wednesday when i knew which class i went into..and it's really difficult to put up a brave front in front of people who know you well. D: and i still cant accept the fact that we're splitting into different classes ):

time flies. Next sunday will be both cny and valentines day :E gift exchange again! yeah :D Actually, i love exchanging presents 'cause they're just too fun (: going to mdm tay's house next next saturday. yeah!

ok got to go. bye (:

Kaixin.

and to you, don't be so sad ok! remember i'll always be there for you whenever you need me (:

2010-02-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

it's out. everything's finalised! i'm in 10S12, with robin, jiewei and qixun from jurong sec too. is that a good thing? i supposed, since there's at least a few familiar faces. but sad thing is i'm back to index number 1 again :S and my class has only 7 girls out of 25 students. Pathetic, just hope that i'll work well with the girls. (: H2 phy, chem, maths, H1 econs. Yea, that's my combi. Guess that i shan't be unhappy about my class since i put this combi as my first choice. The unhappy thing is my class is missing of someone, someone who i'm really close with, someone who i work well with. and yea, 4h2, that's your class. But i'm still glad that we're in the same combi, just that our econs aren't the same. This means that we can still probe teachers questions as well as study together? Are we able to do that? i just hope what you said and promised and agreed will be true.

so, my new year resolution 2 will NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER come true because these 2 years, we'll be going to separate classes and srsly, i hate the idea of that. But it's alright, i've come to learn that we must accept it. and maybe, we're just not fated to become classmates ): sorry for the attitude during lunch. ):

camp's tomorrow till saturday. Hope i'll enjoy and form a greater bond with my class as well as get to know my classmates better.

going now. bye.

Kaixin.

it wont be things that make me happy for some time only, will it?

2010-02-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

Mass lectures had been fun for yesterday as well as today, though some were quite tiring and only lt 5 is cool -_- started maths and chem lessons already, and i'm quite happy that i'm still able to follow up :D but after tomorrow, we'll have to sit according to classes in LT. That means, i'll have lesser chances to sit with my good friends during lesson times. Gone through a bit chinese today and i realised the format of the exam is like TOTALLY different! ARGH, should've taken hmt duirng secondary school. This year's compo seemed hard! 60 marks just for one piece of compo writing, with no letter writing anymore and no more newspaper reflections ): sad sad sad.

and yea, although i seemed very happy and laughed a lot during lessons/ free periods with my friends, deep inside, i'm somewhat sad, 'cause i know from tomorrow on, i'll see my friends, especially those close ones, lesser and lesser. Soon, i'll begin to miss them and also we'll not be as good/close as we used to be :'( and i really hope that tomorrow will not arrive so fast. I really don't want to know the truth so early :/

that's all. byebye.

Kaixin.

2010-01-31T19:36:00.002+08:00

School started..3 days ago. OG 23's quite fun and the people there are quite friendly too. And it's the people there who started talking to me :DDD First two days were talks in hall about subject combinations and friday was when we chose out combi. And yea, in the end, i chose phy, chem, maths H2 and econs H1. Just hope that i'll be able to cope with jc's hectic life. :/ realised that no one i know well chose the same combi as me :'( and just wished that i'll not be lonely in my class and at least, there'll be some kind soul out there who are willing to help me when idk anything.

True enough, it's just going to different schools for 2 days and i'm starting to miss some of my friends, although there's still yingling and kayin accompanying me to eat. :D {prata there is quite nice leh!} I too realised that my sixth sense is quite accurate, 'cause i'm able to sense what people, especially my close friends, are going to tell me and it came out to be true D: and agreed that TRUTH REALLY HURTS MOST OF THE TIME..but what can i do? Absolutely nothing at all.

Bought school uniform, pe attire, tie and collar pin on the first day of school and they're quite ex. :S Orientation camp's on this coming thursday to saturday. Hope that i'll be able to have fun there with my new classmates and make new friends (: monday to wednesday will be mass lecture{using out first choice} and wednesday, we'll know which class we got into. D: just wished that most of us will be having the same recess time so at least, we can eat together :D

truth really hurts and i just don't like to know the truth sometimes~ :'( and just hope that what i'm wishing and hoping right now will come true. please, for one more time.

and one of my new year resolution for this year will not come true, absolutely not :/

got to go now. byebye.

Kaixin

remember what you've promised me :)

2010-01-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

JAE posting results are out! and i received mine on 7.58am while i'm still in slumberland:/ And yea, got into first choice, jjc, and i heard that many get into there too, especially the people i know (: stuck with the name "jurong" again for another 2 years :S OG 23 and leasder called to inform us something. $25 for a set of uniform, and crap, going to spend money again -_- and tmr need to reach school by 7! crap crap crap TT well, i shan't elaborate much, just don't like the idea of schooling and studying and waking up early :/ although i'll miss school sometimes{provided i know all ppl in my class} another round of introducing myself to new schoolmates and another round of being a "junior" well, i look like a small kid lor -_-

Today was fun. Out with clique for one last time before school reopens tomorrow. Just realised that all of us got into our first choice. GREAT and CONGRATS people. Of course, lots of misses to your and meet up soon and often (: I'm not joking ok. And we got chased by a $%^& slacking security guard for playing the water facilities at the rooftop garden{lot one} 'cause we didnt know that it's for children aged 5 to 12. I should have told her i'm 12. Wonder if she'll believed or not. But she's really sickening. When she asked us not to play, we just listened and sat around the bench/stairs and she kept staring at us! Crap shit la her. Really hate this kind of people :@ Went to shop around and joked a lot too..maybe this will be the last time we really have fun before stressful life comes to haunt all of us AGAIN! Headed back home at around 4+ and once again, alighted at bukit batok mrt and walked to interchange. This time, with valerie! Really miss the time when we will walk back together TT i think won't have this chance le bah! And also missed the times when we would eat ice cream and goggled it down when the bus comes. These times were really fun lor :)

i gtg bye

KAIXIN

It's time to face the reality.

2010-01-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the release of the posting results. :S Thursday will be the day where all the JC people drag their feet to school after such a LONG LONG holiday. Wonder when will we have such a long holiday again.. Crap, time flies and one day passed again! Quite a meaningless one though. Helped to wipe the ceiling fan and moved furnitures around the living room:/ now my whole house looked different. Totally different. And the study room where we used to put a BIG ROUND table has been transformed into a mini living room with sofa and beanbags! and yea, my house got a lot of beanbags-_- and..i helped to iron the clothes once again :D and mum said i've improved! yeah~ There's still a lot of things that are not done yet. Hmm...washing the toilets :'( washing the cny clothes :S But luckily, i managed to help mum wipe the doors and windows. So IF i go to JC, at least she no need to climb up and down without anyone helping :/

Tomorrow will also be a day out for me..Maybe the last day out with friends before school reopens once again D: GOSH, i hate the phrase "school is reopening"! Although orientation will be fun and we'll get to know NEW friends, i still hate going to school :P I'll miss my OLD and GOOD friends, really. D:

Ok it's time to go again. bye :D

if we don't go to the same school, just hope to see you again SOON!:/

Kaixin

2010-01-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

2 more days before school reopens for jc students.

so it'll be studying time again.

i hate homework,

i hate studying and yea, i've became lazier after the holidays D:

but idk whether i can make it to jc or not:/

2 more days, ARGH! but they're 2 boring days TT

i want to go out more, i want to play with my friends :P

i think i'll really miss them. D: meet up soon ok?:)

ok, today's a fun day and someone's really sway. HAHA :P

2 more days of boredom before school starts D: :'(

bye people.

>>VALERIE} Most prob.(:

Kaixin

:D school will be re-opening soon~

2010-01-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

After much procrastination, i finally managed to finish packing my cupboard! :DD So now, i'm left with only the cupboard in the living room(: Just pray hard and hope that i'll be able to finish packing all my cupboards before school reopens :) And i've yet to keep my birthday presents in the trolley:/ so many things to do~ ARGH! Sadly, we didn't go anywhere tonight, and just went grandma's house for dinner before dabao-ing back for sister{and yea, she's sleeping at home AGAIN}.. Watched tv awhile and listened to sister saying about her cca friend, a very very RICH girl:O and omg, really envy her! HAHA onlined and had a joint conversation once again with kelly they all and we started discussing about jc/poly life again:/ they said that we will know the posting at 8am on wednesday :O just hope that i'll be able to go to the school i wanted :/ if innova is really the place that i had to go, i think i'll faint~ it's like so far..gosh, another 2 years of travelling maybe D:

Holidays are coming to an end and yea, next week's packed and just hope that i can make full use of all the time left before school reopens. This may be the longest holidays before the ones after a levels{if i go to a jc} bah:/ and keep wednesday free people{kelly and guys:D}!!!

ok i ought to go now, it's late, really late -_- BYEBYE

>>my fridge coming tomorrow, or maybe later today. It's 24th now, isn't it? and also, it's my nephew's one month! going to chalet ltr too :E

Kaixin.

i just wish that everything stays the same as it used to be, 'cause i can sense something..:/

2010-01-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

:D I think i'm really a pig *Oink* 'cause i woke up at only 11.30am today :OOO ok lah, because it was raining, so it's so comfortable to sleep lor :P And i finally went out today, not with friends, but with my mother! To bugis :D Bought 2 more sets of clothings for chinese new year :DDD and i finally bought a new umbrella! After so many weeks of using that super heavy spare umbrella at home): Shopped around the shops and went OG before taking bus back to grandma house and gosh, it's really late by the time we reached grandma's house:/ Brought back home dinner and it's almost 8. Sister and father should be starving..HAHA :P Just found out that mum bought a new fridge on monday?! 'cause our fridge is like going to spoil soon :/ Crap, and my sister say she waste money :P and mum told me something.."when your sister goes out with me, i very difficult to buy clothes" Ok lah, it's because my sister won't allow my mum to buy clothes that are more than $20 unless they're really nice{to her, but not to us} or else, she'll show a black face and dampen all our moods:/ that's why my mum don't like to go out with her):

TAGS REPLY:

YunLi} HELLLO!!!! hehe, cheering up! See, i'm smiling :D

VALERIE} yoyoyo!:D ok i'm smiling :D

Kelly} haha ok thank you mama wong..anw who's my daddy? :P

ok that should be all for today. bye.

Kaixin

2010-01-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

i really don't know what are you thinking about:/

it's so confusing, yet i don't dare to ask you..

why have you changed so much??

you make me feel you're so far, so distant.

i hate this kind of feelings can?!

and yea, i finally understand what ___ had said about you

you tend to look down on others,

those who are not as clever as you

people like ____ and me.

Just because i scored lousier, just because i'm not as clever,

just because i'm more stupid{silence means consent}

i regret helping you so much, i regret being so good to you.

you're not the kind and helpful person that can make me happy everytime i'm down,

you're not the person i knew before.

neglegence; coldness; quietness;

that's what you gave me now:'(

to be honest i'm not ANGRY or ANNOYED..

i'm just sad, feeling real sad and also uneasy..

can't you sense it at all??

and yea, i feel really stupid in front to you, especially you!

fancy me ranting in my blog in this hour:/ crap really contradicting, i don't want anyone to know how i'm feeling right now but i'm posting it in my blog. maybe this is the only pace where i can really pour out all my unhappiness. it's really easier than talking face to face or chatting 'casue it'll make me feel super uneasy when i only focus on that topic. if you're my close friend, you should know who i'm saying :/ and right now, i have a bad feeling, a real bad one that make me feels uneasy. i really feel like crying):

ok i gtg. byebye (:

kaixin

2010-01-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

VALERIE'S HOUSE!!! fun fun and fun:D and her house's really cool! Come out of the lift then is her main door already. her house's really BIG too and so neat:) Kelly and ka yin played piano and the melody's very nice{they never really go learn piano one leh!so pro} and the rest of us played Wii(my second time playing) Although kelly and i lost to yunli and yingling in the tennis game, it's still fun and laughed a lot! SORRY FOR HITTING YOUR HAND YUNLI!! Next was the dancing part. Hehe and kelly really can dance:P keep scoring the highest {and to valerie: please post your own video if you post ours too!} and sorry people, keep hitting your hands with the remote control): Played monopoly a while and valerie's monopoly is fun la! I love playing with the "atm machine" so cool~ Watched "Love @ 0 degrees" and discussed what we will do if we were the main actress..for me, i said i would ignore the guy totally and don't talk to him{and yea, i meant that, an eye for an eye, if you treat me in this manner, why can't i treat you like that} and valerie said she'll break up with that guy immediately :/ and the guy's really bad lor, ignore his girlfriend just because his ex had an accident and can't see! and somemore still shout at his girlfriend leh!!!): i just hate to be ignored or neglected:P and we discussed and discussed:P i've realised something! My clique can really laugh lor..even at a small small joke..and with valerie, the "lamer", the whole clique becomes lively (: I'm sure going to miss all of you this year ): especially the laughters we had :P

AND VALERIE!!NOW YOU KNOW THE FLOWERS WERE MEANT FOR YOU! NOT FROM ________ TO ME LIAO RIGHT!! can't believe that you actually believed yunli and kelly's nonsenses. Dont you know they just like to add oil add vinegar??:O

Went home after that at around 6 and yea, a group photo was taken:D and i want to play with you guys again!!!Meet up again, at least once before school reopens for the JC(: And i just want to go out and play play play :DDDD

got to go now, byebye (:

Kaixin

don't ps me hor!

2010-01-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

(: My hands are really very tired after days of cleaning, baking etc! So yesterday, i helped mum clean the balcony doors and the kitchen doors. Cleaning seems an easy job, but it's really seriously tiring :/ i've got to climb up and down and wipe 10 sides in total. Each side must at least wipe 3 times in order to make it clean. CRAP and my hands were real tired): plus it's really difficult to make the cloth dry and my hands po pi lor! so pain~ but still i'm happy :DDD that i helped mum do a little housework :) and i'm also happy to see how clean they're now (:

As for today, i helped her iron my sister's as well as my own uniforms and ironing's real hard too..must make the uniform straight before pressing the iron hard to make the whole uniform straight :O and yea, it's my first time ironing clothes :S after that i went baking again :) but this time, the tarts are real hard and not nice so this time, I FAILED D: and making tarts are really very difficult, must have at least one person beside you to help out :/ 'cause i'm really dead beat doing all these by myself, but in the end, i failed. SO not only i've wasted money, i've also wasted my effort and time :'( Haiz, but nevermind (:

And yeah, tomorrow i finally can go out! and to valerie's house :DD and after so many days, i finally can catch up with my friends again ((: but after that, boring days will be back again..i really want to go out again leh :S

Had a joint conversation just now with clique and it's fun :E agreed with yunli that treasurer is not an easy job..especially when people hand in money late or wants refund -_- so troublesome la..plus heard from her that ______ rejected to meet up when she wants refund and yunli asked her to meet somewhere! If she want refund then come and meet la..it's like not we don't let you have the money back right?! ans i really pity yunli..plus plus plus we're already not jss students, but why do we still hold the responsibilty of a treasurer? it's like the school term is over already -_- and thank you yunli for helping me carry the money:DDD

Also agreed with valerie that friendship is really a fragile thing..at one time, friends can be very very close to you, but at another point, they can totally ignore you or become another person :/ and yea, people who know me well should know that i don't like to be ignored{yea, I DONT} and it's really hard to find a true good friend. notice the word "true"? Yeap, true friends are hard to find. plus i hate to be left out in a conversation or discussion! the feeling of being left out is really not good D: {maybe you've not experienced that before..but do you know that you had always left me out, in a way or another?} but i'm still glad that i have this bunch of friends who are always by my side, especially when i'm down D: to comfort me or to make me laugh..and i think i'll really miss them when school reopens. The laughters we had, the nonsense we made up, i'll always remember them (: Friends are those who made me really grow up during my secondary school life..stopping me from being so bad-tempered and they've really changed me :)

Anw, as we grow up, we'll meet all kinds of people. good, bad, evil, backstabbers, hypocrites etc..but life's like that (: so endure endure.

Been catching "cruel temptation" and i realised that a kind person can really become a evil one, it's so sad you know! but it's the kind of people she met that changed her to become such an evil one :/ so she's not to blame :D

Ok, i shall stop here for today. BYE (:

Kaixin

is your hand okay?(:

2010-01-17T20:02:00.004+08:00

(: days passed and yes, they're not as boring as they used to be, at least for me! (:

Friday

stayed at home the WHOLE day and helping mother wash the windows :/ ok now i know washing windows aren't as easy as i think..i used to think that you just have to wipe and wipe and everything's done! Didn't expect that there's lots of dirts and the curtains! Gosh, they're really dirty :/ and yea, Old Chang Kee for lunch again. Mum skipped it and i ate a lot~ sardine puff etc and ect ><>

SATURDAY

woke up to catch doreamon{yea, i'm childish} and went back to sleep until 11am to catch "Live Again" while having breakfast:/ and it's the last episode :'( although it's just another mediacorp production, but it's quite nice la, nicer than the latest few shows :P after that, i went to make pineapple tarts with mother! Ok it's really tough lor, especially the cooking the pineapple thing until the whole thing dries up and also the wrapping up of the tarts:/ Used approx. 4 hours to complete the whole thing ): and mother only did the "cooking pineapple" parts haiz~ and all i can say about the pineapple tarts is that it's 65% successful and 35% failure :/ successful because i find it nice (: failure because the pineapple fillings are not that sweet, kinda sour{but i like sour stuffs compared to sweet one!} and the skin is not so golden-brown ): nevermind, i shall try again if i have time(should be able to bah) and yea, i kept eating the tarts until i'm too full to have dinner :/ watched a show during mid-night{not mediacorp production, but china one i think} and it's quite meaningful leh! I realised that although china-produces shows/movies are a bit draggy at times and quite dark{as in the sceneries etc}, they really have meanings lor(can learn quite a lot of things ><)

SUNDAY

woke up real early at 8{when i slept at 2.30 yesterday} and prepared to go to community centre to take my edusave scholarship thingy. Dad brought me for breakfast before that before going to register and yea, i'm quite late{about 9.10am then reach} saw valerie and her mum~ but too bad, she sat about 2 rows behind me ): so cant talk to her..in the end, we ended up texting each other and gossiping about the people beside us. There's a girl sititng beside her with a BIG BIG red bibbon on her head and it's like er, not so nice{i didn't say it's ugly haha!} and there's this boy beside me who kept mumbling to himself and it's really irritating :/ I almost fell asleep during the PM's speech :( it's really boring ok?! btu it's alright, i still got my money in the end $$$!! and they've increased the amount to $400~ :E still, i envy those who can get $650.. saw desmond lee after 4 years..and yea, in 6 opal, i only saw 2 of us there:/ i think he still recognise me ^^ great :E

went to pasir panjang warehouse centre with grandma and family 'casue grandma wants to buy some things for cny..she's cooking again and her food's nice!:E Afterwhich, went to temples awhile before going to shops and bought baking materials{i'm going to bake again soon, but dk when} :DD

i realised that i've got a sudden interest in reading forums on the internet..found them quite interesting :E and somewhat useful too >< valerie's house, HERE I COME~ (val, i'll go mess up your house!) and thanks for not deleting my character in Wii :E

ok i shall stop here. bye (:

tiring day, isn't it? rest well ok:)

Kaixin.

2010-01-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

Decided, confirmed, chosen! yea, i've finally submitted my choices of schools after days of pondering between jjc and pjc and the poly choices too{if i don't get into a jc}..why? because jjc doesn't have the subj combi i want but pjc has and again, jjc is like better than pjc, at least to me lah!! so in the end, i put jjc as my first choice! ask me yourself if you want to know what the others are :DD Decisions are hard to make at times, especially when parents all say "it's up to you".. At least during primary six, i don't need to think so much because mama was the one filling up the form for me -_- but now, it's my turn..my very first time to decide such as important thing all by myself{of course, after hearing advices and opinions from parents, sister, friends, cousins, aunties} and if i made any wrong choices, it's really going to affect my whole future! :/ But the important thing is..get into a jc and worry about subj combi at a later period! HAHA and yea, since young, i'm interested in going into a jc{of course not those super lousy ones} and even teachers say i'm more suitable fore jc{because my dream jobs keep changing!! and also, i'm a more of theory person?!} subj combi..should i really take up physics?! Many say i should. But the main thing i worry is whether i'm really able to cope. Will the teachers help me? Will they be patient enough? Will my friends/classmates explain to me if i don't understand? Will you do so?:/ Crap. I'm scared! H1 science is really no use unless i'm set and confirmed that i want to go into business sector next time! Or if i take bio as h2, i only can take geog as h1, no econs): BUT I REALLY DONT LIKE GEOG!!:O actl, i don't even understand the topics written in the jae booklet -_- and indeed, decisions are difficult to make :/ mum and sister are urging me to take on physics 'cause they say bio will have a lot to memorise, and mum says at least i can go into engineering sector if i take on phy! Duh, but do i want? Maybe yes, maybe no :P

Today's another so-and-so day! I really want to go out and enjoy before school reopens because i know i don't have time after that..saw on some website that july we'll be taking a level chinese oral and listening :O omg so early! :/ hope i can do it well(: And i lack of sleep these few days since sunday! Fancy sleeping at 2am and waking up early next morning! No wonder i'm having headaches for like 2 consecutive days ): Pain pain :'( Hmm..i should train myself to sleep earlier already, or else i think i'm going to suffer once school reopen if i go jc..if i go poly, at least can wait until april :P and mum says if i go jc, i'm going to go to school myself on the first day! :/ if go jjc still okay because direct bus..if others, then i think i will die ): hehe><

okay, i think that's all (: byebye

will you help?

Kaixin

2010-01-13T18:59:00.002+08:00

Hello people! After a lot of pondering, i've decided which school i should go to already :DD Although i'm late, but i've gotten back my results and yea, for 'o' levels. :/ Is it something good or something bad? If i tell people i have 6 distinctions, they'll think it's a good thing! But if i say the 6 distinctions comprises of 3A1s and 3A2s, people sure will give me that -_- face :P haha and agreed with kelly that we don't to whether to laugh or cry when we got our results{cause we got the same! 3each :E} haha but just hope that i'll be able to get into a jc (: As for subject combinations, jjc don't offer the one i want..that is bio/chem/maths H2 and econs H1..so i'm considering to take chem/phy/maths H2 econs H1 or maths/econ/chem H2 and bio H1 and the thing is idk whether i can cope with physics or not..and if science take as H1 no use leh..): So confused..but but but the most important thing is get into a jc first :P Actually, my sister and mother also told me to try physics if i can :S so right now, i'm really very confused :P

Through this submission of the jc/poly thing, i've came to realise a lot a lot! I realised that it's really not that easy to make decisions yourself {as it is your future, no one can make the decisions for you} and also i've talked and discussed with a lot of my friends and also communicated with them more(: hehe><>

Ok i think i'll be submitting my choices tomorrow and just hope i'll go into a jc{that i want}

>>>ps and i talked to fiona! After for about 4 years of not talking to each other{since we're not in the same school} and also talked to a lot of my primary school friends:E plus i'm glad that i've not let my amaths tuition teacher down :DDD

and that's all. bye (:

>>just hope that we'll get what we want:DD

Kaixin

2010-01-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

16 more hours! Gosh, tomorrow's doomsday! I mean for me ): O level results will be released tomorrow! Mixed feelings though. Hope i'll do well, BUT i've got a bad feeling that i won't :'( Mum's not following me to school tomorrow, luckily. Or else, i think i'll feel really uncomfortable and stress >< and she asked me to sms her my results! Hope it's good news!! But till now, i'm still not sure which should i choose..jc or poly. And which school should i choose for both too :/ Still stuck within 2 choices. Damn. :@ Why must we make the choices? and i'm afraid i'll make a wrong one ): School's reopening for sister again and this year, it's her turn to be stressful! A levels! OMG.. doomsday doomsday! Why must it be a monday?! It'll sure ruin my mood for the whole week if i get really BAD results! Somemore i'm getting the edusave award this coming sunday leh..will i have the mood?!

Normal days for friday, saturday and sunday! Saturday's cca display day and i went back to school! Had lots of fun and laughters with juniors(: and joked a lot too :) They're really funny! But this year's display was not so good as the other years.. instead of canteen, they're held in classrooms instead and you can't feel the competition at all! ): But overall, i'm glad that i'm still able to see my juniors :E Hmm..and i don't think i've got any mood to blog already! Had been so worried for my results :S just hope that they're going to be good!(:

all the best people :]

byebye. (:

and all the best to you tomorrow(: and you'll sure score well (:

Kaixin

2010-01-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

Class chalet's over - i should say for me bah(: just reached home a few minutes ago and it's indeed quite fun! BBQ's nice, especially the chicken wings, thank you chef(s) and we played mahjong before going home :DD and also some games in the evening before BBQ (: and they were just fun, fun and FUN :E the funny thing is liang yueh keeps getting sabo-ed by us to forfeit - dance, kiss benedict etc and it's the first time where i see the class so bonded :O

Went Lot One a while before BBQ and watched "Did you hear about the Morgans"..and it's just an okay okay movie. I really mean OKAY! NOT good or interesting tsk tskk TT but shaw organisation has student price :E saved $2 :DD

okay, that's all. byebye :)

>>p.s. thanks lynn for your tidbits(: and ruifang for your birthday present.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: {i'm still not 12 midnight (: so i'm on time!!!}

and..hope you liked them (:

Kaixin

2010-01-06T19:17:00.003+08:00

"Today is a better day :E"

Hello world!(: just back from class chalet :E Chevrons' so cool la, especially the room and it's quite cooling too~ played murderer, concentration(xinwei lost!) and also poker :) Thanks liang yueh and yunli for teaching us a new game (: and playing with benedict can really make you vomit blood!! tsk tsk.. will be going tomorrow too (: for bbq :P

And i just received a message from yunli in the morning that results will be released on the 11th of January, which is like next week~ so we're just left with 4 more days TT Gosh! Why can't we have more holidays?? And i realised something really funny! During the holidays, i'm so bored..until how i wished i could get back the results earlier, yet, now, when i know results will be released soon, i'm actually hoping for more holidays instead..Why am i like that? :P now, i just hope that we all can get the results we want (:

Indeed, today is a better day :E tsk tsk and i'm feeling happier now (: ok i'm going off already. byebye :DD

>>ps. thank you jolene and kayin for your presents (:

five and a half hours to your big day! just wishing you a happy be-early birthday :E and hope you'll enjoy your day! see you soon and take care(:

Kaixin

2010-01-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

" TRUST is the most important thing between people and yes i trust you"

HELLO :DDDD Today's just like any other day..woke up early in the morning{mama overslept!!} and went to bai bai grandpa. Time flies~ really flies, it's been three years liao ): and i realised people do change as time pass, some change to the better, while some change to the worse :/ A day passed just like this. And went to westmall a while with mum to return books :D plus bought some things at watsons :DD I just love to step out of the house :P Home-d and rested a while before watching television and onlining :E

Tomorrow's sakae sushi's cancelled so i'm free{ is this good or bad?} and may be going for chalet tomorrow{since i've got nothing to do at home, except for rotting :P} but am not staying for dinner :P so that equals to not staying over :E

Yea, and just as i said, people change :S some to the worse.. at one time they can be very happy/lively{or whatever, just something good}, but at another time, they'll become not lively/ or completely ignore you. But i'm sure it ain't mood swings. 'cause although mood swings happen, but they don't really last{'cause i always have mood swings -_-} and thank you KELLY for lending me your ears, or rather eyes{since it's on msn} today :E zhanhong too{'cause i always turn to you when i'm having problems} and you all really do give me good advises :E Thanks a lot people

But did something bad really happened? Been reflecting on the things i'd said earlier but i just can't think of anything that made ___ sad/angry/moody! Don't really know what ______'s thinking, it's hard to figure out, really hard!

It's really hard to control one's tears D: yea, it's really hard. crying in secret is even worse :/ damned. i really hate this..and and and how i wish everything will be back to normal once i wake up again tomorrow..omg, i'm just ranting on my blog :/ just hope that tomorrow will be a better day!

AND YES, TOMORROW SHALL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME! cheer up kaixin, buck up kaixin. don't let all these affect your mood :DD

>>please don't ask me why i'm talking about this and who i'm talking about {rest assured, it's surely not you(:} if you still respect me :)

>>p.s get well soon shawn and thank you too (:

and that's all(: TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY, for you and me :D

bye people. :E

one more day and it's the start of a 365-day journey around the sun for you again (: and yes! tomorrow will be a better day, am i right? (:

Kaixin

2010-01-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

DAY OUT! Actually is with friends and mdm tay to seoul gardens :E Pictures taken{on fb} and had lots of fun although i was scald many many times :/ Yunli and benedict can really eat a lot a lot especially benedict..who kept taking cockles (: Had fun making our own ice kachang :E and yes i admit i'm short ): - can't even reach the cover of the machine! Thanks a lot val for helping me..(: Went westmall a while and home-d.. hate walking around with the bbq smell on me :P

First day of school and yet, i'm out with friends! It's really funny, seems like playing truancy :P and valerie lim pei rou! I want to go your house really soon~~ should have gone today..but i'm scared of your parents hehe><>

Nothing much to post about leh..and sigh, tomorrow need to wake up really early. I'm really lack of sleep~ really TT

byebye.

Kaixin

~~you've changed, really changed!~~

~~are you still the same old you?:O~~

Quiz time~

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: -not to be revealed
4. Last song you listened to: Love story
5. Last time you cried: recently, but forgot when

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yupp
10. Been depressed: of course
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Green
13. Blue
14. White

LAST YEAR HAD YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: sure
17. Laughed until you cried: yupp.
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe?! forgotten
19. Found out who your true friends were: yupp
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yupp.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: -
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: {don't understand}
23. How many kids do you want to have: idk
24. Do you have any pets in 2009?: nope
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: movie and eat
27. What time did you wake up today: 9.00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping at 2am
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: outings with friends(:
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: not sure~
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing:/
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: your attitude
35. Most visited webpage: classblog, facebook, my blog
36. Whats your real name: Ang Kai Xin
37. Nicknames: ah kai, shorty blah blah blah~
39. Zodiac sign?: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Keming
42. Middle School?: Jurong
43. High school/college?: soon.
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 151cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: -
48: What do you like about yourself?: not sure~
49. Piercings: Ear
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: .nope
53. First piercing: ear; when i was 3
54. First best friend: forgotten
55. First sport you joined: hmm..forgotten leh, long long ago
56. First vacation:Thailand
58. First pair of trainers: {don't understand}

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: talk to friends
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: wednesday to come

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: idk
65. Get Married?: maybe
66. Career?: not sure; accounting?!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: {you mean wat?}
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: idk
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NOPE!
77. Drank hard liquor: yupp, tasted a lil
78. Lost glasses/contacts: {i don't wear any}
79. Sex on first date: NOPE and wont
80. Broken someone's heart: idk
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down:???
84. Cried when someone died: yupp.
85. Fallen for a friend?: maybe yes, maybe no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: if course, why not?

87. Miracles: yupp
88. Love at first sight: yupp.
89. Heaven: maybe
90. Santa Claus: yes!
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope
92. Angels: maybe?!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope.
95. Did you sing today?: nope.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : not sure! but i want to go back to the times when i had lots of fun
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my birthday :E
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: of course
101. Love yourself?:yes

2010-01-03T22:07:00.004+08:00

" 'Cause everything is never as it seems.."

Gosh! One week passed again ): School's reopening tomorrow for the primary and secondary students :P but..we have no school. Results will be out really soon :( I'm in a dilemma now! JC or poly, which should i choose?! Just wish that my results won't be one that can make it to both jc and poly.. like this sure very difficult to make choices one ): And i realised i've been changing my preferences for the past few months, especially which school to choose :S

Weekends as usual. Didn't went out for dinner yesterday. As for today, went to my niece's first month party. And the buffet was okay lah..some of the food not nice! I just hate something about going to this kind of gatherings..everyone will be asking you when are the 'o' levels results released..which school i want to go and blah and blah and blah..D: Mum and dad's went to neighbour's wedding dinner and i'm alone at home with my sister who is sleeping and sleeping and sleeping! I'M REALLY GOING TO ROT SOON!!!!!endure endure..holidays will be over soon{is this something to be happy or sad about?}

Tomorrow's lunch with mdm tay and chinese class..hope that it'll be a nice and fun day out :E and i finally can get to see my friends again :E Rashes still didn't go off completely..i want to get well soon~~~soon soon~~~><>

and i think that's all. bye :E

p.s. some random thoughts : i've been using this blogskin for like 3 years!!!woolala~

so near, yet so distant :( why am i always feeling like that?!please tell me, why are you so cold?!:/

4 more days :E see you soon (:

Kaixin

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!

2010-01-01T23:08:00.005+08:00

" Whenever the road you're on seems uphill, look back and see how far you've travelled. You'll then realise how important it is to keep striving!"

HELLO 2010; BYEBYE 2009!!! It's time to change calendar again(: Hello world, happy new year to you all :E A new year, a new start :E Hurray, i'm glad that i'm still able to post on the first day of the year :D:D hmm.. i'm here to set my new year resolution (:

1. Be good{i mean better} to PORK!

2. Get into the same class as PORK!

3. Be good to my friends

4. Stop wasting money on unnecessary things{save my money!!}

5. Stop my bad or rather nasty temper

6. Be neat

7. STUDY hard and of course PLAY hard too (:

8. Improve my english

9. Keep my promises

10. Be filial to my parents :E

11. Revise early

12. STOP procrastinating

13. BE HAPPY and CHEERFUL throughout the year

14. TO KEEP IN TOUCH with old friends who have been by my side during the 'ordeals'

Well, i think that's all for my resolution! Wonder if i'm able to keep to ALL of them and yes ALL! Although some may seem impossible{'cause you're just so clever} but i'm still happy with myself that i've really kept most of my promises last year. WAY TO GO KAIXIN(:

School's reopening soon for all juniors and results will be out really soon~ Class chalet's on this coming wednesday, thursday and friday. But i don't think i'll be staying over 'cause it's really tiring{ having things on on thursday and friday :E} And thursday's your birthday! It's so fast man. To think that i'm 16 for a month already): Time really flies{which i don't really like} Next week will be a really busy week for me.

Monday - lunch with chinese class and mdm tay and jianda, is it really confirmed??

Tuesday - bai bai a gong

Wednesday - Sakae

Thursday - Out and maybe chalet bbq?!

Friday - it's another day out again(:

I'm really really really looking forward to next week and is it really the last week of our holidays before results are being released? ARGH! i don't want my holidays to end{some may know the reason} and my family don't believe me that school's gonna reopen on the 28th! But i saw it on MOE's website leh.. And yea, it's time to meet new friends again! :E

2009! A great year to reflect on! x) I just remembered that we've been having lots of tests and exams since march and a lot of remedial lessons. PLUS, a lot of days staying back with friends to study and 'sucking' teachers almost every week with melvin! And really a BIG thank you to those who've been by my side encouraging me as well as accompanying me{esp you(:} during this really important year! And it's during this time that i know whose really my good plus super good plus best friend 8) And of course, i'll remember all those laughters/ times when we destress using all kinds of methods i've had with clique and also __________ and i think i've really laughed a lot in 2009{maybe it's due to the stress :P}

AND i went to mount alvernia yesterday at night for injection{ for the *&^% rashes} and the male nurse don't know how to inject one): because a lot of blood ooze out from my left arm when he was about to put plaster so i've to press the wound for 5 minutes. and today, my arm got a little blue black and it's still a little pain :'( But luckily, the rashes are gone, or should i say subsided a bit :E I JUST HATE RASHES because they're really itchy, somemore, you can't scratch them! They'll get worse instead..so dumb right :P

Hmm..i think that's all for today! byebye people (:

Happy new year to you! and i really wish to go to the same class as you tsk tsk. Thank you for your care all along during 2009 and i sure won't forget you one. Of course, i'll also treat you better i promise :E And yea, my rashes are getting better (: COUNTDOWN: 6 more days

Kaixin

Last day last day last day~~

2009-12-31T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Today's the last day of year 2009! my last day of secondary four life!(: Hmm..today i never go and have sakae buffet because the first thing i realised when i woke up was that "I'M HAVING RASHES!!! ON MY LEG!!" and it's getting itchier and itchier now :'( Sorry people for the last minute cancelation): aww..why am i so sway to have rashes on the last day of the year?! But luckily, it's not during 'o' levels! If not....{i don't think i'll be able to study-_-} But it's really super itchy D: ARGH!!!:@:@:@ but i managed to finish watching alvin and the chipmunks 2! haha, they're just so cute~~ tsk tsk. so now i'm rotting at home..waiting for the stupid rashes to go away while bearing the pain!! Since today's the last day, i shall evaluate the resolutions i made during the starting of the year and see if i had managed to fulfill what i've written that time :E

~~1. Study hard and chiong for the upcoming 'O' levels~~
~~2. Control my temper~~
~~3. No more quarrels with friends~~
~~4. Treat people around me better~~
~~5. Love everyone and everything around me~~
~~6. Respect everyone~~
7. Stop wasting money on stupid and useless things
~~8. Stop using computer so often~~
9. Revise early
10. Sleep early
~~11. Don't watch too much television programmes~~
~~12. Improve on all my subjects esp english and physics~~PHYSICS STILL NEVER IMPROVE!!
~~13. Appretiate and treasure everything i have~~

tsk tsk!!! there'll be more resolutions coming up later at 12++ am (: which is 1/1/2010!(: happy waiting~~ and i'm sure going to enjoy my last week of holidays :E bye for now!

to you: thanks for accompanying me just now!(: and i'm sure going to reserve my time for you only(: 7more days! 1 more week and your BIG day is here(: HURRAY! 8 letters, 3 words, 1 phrase! a secret between us :E

kaxin

2009-12-30T21:49:00.001+08:00

2nd last day of 2009! woots. my secondary 4 life will soon be over (: is it something to be happy about?

Hmm. today is just any other day. Nothing special to post about. But just a happy thing happened that made me felt relieved after i've woken up! That is _____ no need go for surgery!!!(: yeah~ And i read finish almost half of my storybook already(:

Finally, i finished wrapping something and a lot of time wasted!:S Actually also cannot say waste time la. 'cause i did it while watching mediacorp production :P tsk tsk and yea, it's all done now :D

Tomorrow will be another day out and it's like finally! Hurray, last day of 2009 :D sakae and movie! HURRAY!!(: Update tomorrow and my new year resolution will be out :E

VALERIE!! I WANT GO YOUR HOUSE!! CAN YOU SEE THIS?:P

bye. (:

It's good to hear that you no need to go for operation (: Yeah~

love you just the way you are tsk tsk :P

Kaixin

Just one more wish~

2009-12-29T21:26:00.004+08:00

Hello world (: As said yesterday, today's just any other normal and boring day. Went westmall and fairprice with mum to buy some fruits for tomorrow :/ and on the way i heard some saddening news D: ARGH! *sigh* As usual, ate at foodcourt(yea, i'm poor, really poor) Watched tv for quite a while and mum had her fashion show! I must say she'd really grown fatter this year..tsk tsk. Parents will be going to neighbour's wedding dinner this coming sunday and sister and I will be staying home all alone :/ Hmm..not sure if sister will be at home or not ): I'll be real lonely if she's not at home at night that day ):

29th dec! Valerie...have you moved house? MUST invite me to your NEW house hor! To play Wii and look at your BIG BIG bathroom..tsk tsk so now you and joel have separate rooms or? And to kelly, i'm going to relink you :E Sorry for the delay ><>

As the title suggests, i still have one more wish for this year. Just one last one for year 2009...that is...you don't need to go for surgery :/ i really don't want that to happen D: Update me tomorrow yea?!

Countdown - 2 more days of year 2009 and 3 more days to year 2010 and 9 more days to your BIG day (: I'm waiting. And i'll be setting my new year resolutions SOON!! very very SOON.. And i finally wrote finish my letter (: SUCH a GREAT satisfaction of myself :DD

And my sore throat's getting better! thanks to coke and your sweet :E plus tell me, should i or should i not stay for chalet :/{wondering if you are going to or not}

So..what shall i do tomorrow..hmmm..

That should be all! bye people (:

just one last wish made for you this year (: Hope that it can come true..or am i just too naive?

Kaixin

3 more days!!!(:

2009-12-28T21:51:00.003+08:00

Yupp, 3 more days to 2010!!! Time really flies~ still remember that we were all thinking things like "OMG, next year 'o' levels liao.." and now, we are already waiting for results!(: :/ Still remembered that i asked jolene how are we going to memorise all the bio contents for 'o' levels when there are just so many topics D: But in the end, we still managed to do it :E The end of 2009 marks the start of 2010..but it also means that results day is coming, no more frequent gathering with besties and also means that we all are going to be separated. :'( BUT BUT BUT it also means that your birthday is coming (((:

Saturday(26/12) was just any usual day! Eh no leh. Went to converse warehouse sales and almost got lost 'cause we took the wrong bus. ARGH! Should have gone the opposite side to take :/ And when we alight from the mrt, the rain was really really heavy and we all became wet from almost head to toe! I remembered my hair getting wet although i was in shelter all along. And thanks to an auntie and uncle for teaching us how to go to the converse warehouse! It was really a very remote place{i wouldn't dare to go there myself} In the end, we three got the SAME sling bag ONCE AGAIN :P and two of us bought for our sisters too (: {we're very thoughtful de!!!} Actually, is because 1 for $19.90 and 2 for $30~ Like this we can save like about $10 leh! :O Home-d and went AMK hub for dinner! On the way, sister said something that made my mum super angry and till TODAY, the COLD WAR STILL ISN'T OVER!! Serious right? :/

SUNDAY! 27/12/2009~ 4-5 class gathering. I'm the one bringing styrofoam box again but thanks to _________ for helping me once again (: A BIG BIG THANK YOU :D walked 17 floors down FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE and it was great. :E Well, it's a form of exercise :P i know i'm getting fatter and fatter. Took 157 to boon lay {NEW INTERCHANGE- so cool~} and went to renew our CEPAS card till 31st january! (: mrt to bedok before taking 401 to ecp and played. Murderer was the most fun (: and we all learnt something! If i'm not killed in the earlier part of the game..i'm the murderer..but WHY DOES THE MURDERER LIKES TO KILL ME FIRST??:@ been murderer twice with wei guang{whose beside me} and once with shing hei (: And i winked the detective{kang shiong}..somemore twice leh. So dumb :/ And i've been detective! But only for one time D: Played freesbee for awhile and i hit xinwei's head by accident :/

Kelly, pork and I walked to mac donalds{we took bus too} while the rest cycled! It took us a long long time to reach our destination.. :/ Met justin and liang yueh on the way and poor benedict has to walk to mac himself D: { I'M SORRY VAL} Had some rest and drink/ice cream before heading home with pork while the rest stayed. And luckily, while waiting for bus 401, it poured, rather heavily. Luckily we went on first {cause i've got no umbrella :P} Took 30 from bedok interchange and then 178 home. Reached at about 7.30pm!

From these two days, my feet got a lot of blister :/ but it's alright, i'm still able to walk :) Lost my umbrella yesterday{i'm going to buy one soon, but dk when:/} And my mac book came. It's so cool, WHITE is the colour :DDD

And i did not attend today's 2-4 gathering, sorry jianda ): Today was just like any other day. watched tv and read story book. PLUS I ATE ICE CREAM AND DRANK COKE :) and chatted with mama for a while too!! :E and now, my hand got blister D: because i never write so much things for a long long time liao ):

hmm, i think that's all for today. Bye. (:

i kept my promise and never ps you for the whole day (: you must tell me about your medical appointment this wednesday hor, i very worried one leh :/ and i promise i wont betray you de :] see you soon again (:

Kaixin

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

2009-12-25T21:22:00.011+08:00

HOHOHO!! Merry Christmas everyone!! :] Well, woke up rather late today at about 10.30am :P and went out during afternoon to Suntec :) Had lunch there and it really sucked D: Made me very full and felt like vomitting! Okay, it's like super full :/ Shopped a while and went home. Hehe, while going back to grandma's house for dinner, it rained super BIG! But it's alright! Time to wash the car hehe><>

Okay, and yesterday we went to turf city there and ate dinner! The seafood there are very fresh :) but a little expensive though. However, got 40% discount, so in the end, we had about 100+ off our bill. Anyway, grandma and uncle plus his wife tagged along too. That's why got 7 people. but nice dinner we had. And having wedding anniversary at christmas eve is real cool! Somemore next day is public holidays and can celebrate until very late :P HEHE (:

This shall be all for today(: bye people :)

:) you sure your sixth sense is correct?! so do i need to treat you on your birthday?! hmm...:] Happy guessing and see you soon :]

Kaixin.

Well, next up are the pictures! I finally uploaded them into my computer(:

The Utensils(: cool right?

BBQ Chicken(:

The ESPECIALLY HOT kimchi fried rice:/

Tidbits from yunan

The pee-ing doll and egg-plant

2009-12-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, first of all, i must say i've lost a lot of sleep yesterday! YES yesterday! slept at 1plus but was woken up by my sister's friends' laughter when i was about to doze off :@ and and and they're really noisy in the morning! Mum and i were still sleeping when they woke up at 5 plus and starting talking loudly :/ so yea, after they've gone off at about 7plus{i think}, it's my time to wake up and prepare to go out! What's more, it's not my own bed leh! So difficult to sleep..plus i'm a light sleeper! Any small noise can wake me up. ): Is this a good or bad thing?

Well for today, went back school with Kelly to accompany her to take back her certificate. I went in from the back gate with a mother. tsk tsk, i think the councillors thought i'm the daughter! Wondering why are there parents right? Okay, today's sec 1 registration and i think kelly and i look like those blur primary six sotongs going for registration! And we've realised that the classes change their names to 1 Loyalty, 1 Industry and blah blah! I still prefer numbers (: Saw miss lim and talked to mr sam for quite a long time!!!:] He's forever so good~ hehe ><

Headed to Kelly's house{she wanted to put down her sweets as well as her file} and her house is like SUPER DUPER BIG plus A SUPER DUPER BIG LCD TV and another small LCD tv!!! so rich hor?? :) Her dogs are cute too!{but honestly, i'm scared of dogs :/} Met yunli at jurong point and went to the NEW kopitiam to have lunch and we really had a hard time eating! The kimchi rice is like super hot and kelly kept drinking water. Haha, the way she eat hot stuffs are kinda cute! Keep gulping down water.

Following that, we went around shopping and both kelly and yunli bought shirts! I bought NOTHING for myself. And really thanks to kelly and yunli for accompanying me walking to and from JP 1 and 2 until i finally found what i want (: Rested at Mac at around 3+ for 70cents ice-cream before shopping again! And i think i'm really a cock-eye! There's one thing that costs $129.00 and i thought it only costs $29! Well, missed out the '1' in front! OMG, luckily there's kelly who spotted it, or else, i think the cashier will laugh at me until his/her stomach pain! :P And to avoid somebody in World of Sports, I used the directory to cover my face and actl i DID NOT succeed!! D: stupid observant brown colour boy:P

Hmm..after kelly and yunli went off, went to jp 1 and saw brown colour boy trying shoes again! Luckily, i ran off quick enough (: *smiles* headed to popular and saw Robin! Ok, why do i always see him when i went shopping?! Heh, and he's there to buy CD before going to clementi to work! So we took mrt and parted at Jurong East (: Okay, i still need to organise sec 4 cca gathering but he's worse! He need to organise the whole cca! Muahahaha~ i know i'm cruel to ask him do that :P

Tomorrow will be going out with mama in the morning and i think i'm going out for dinner! Hehe, parents' wedding anniversary! But why am i so happy?! 'cause can eat outside mah (: And 2 more days to Christmas! THANK YOU KELLY FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT AND THE COOKIES TOO~ love you loads:DDD

And happy birthday JANE TEO WAN LIN {although idk whether you'll see it or not:/}

okay, shall update more if there's time tomorrow!(: bye.

to you: hehe! 没什么事难得倒me one!! Something usable, something branded, something portable and I FOUND IT!! bleh bleh bleh :P hehe and DONT EXPECT SOMETHING TOO EXPENSIVE!

Kaixin

2009-12-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Out to town! (: okay, well, novena counted as town?! hehe but bought nothing in the end. But i spent on breakfast/ lunch! LJS tsk tsk. Hmm, got home at around 2plus i think and before that, went Westmall{cards n such; precious thots; popular} to shop around and of course, there's a purpose! but can't say (: Home-d and slept{on sofa} while reading storybook until 3plus to 4 and found mother busy cleaning the kitchen stove{because sister's friends are coming overnight} and so i went to pack my study table. Not really pack la(because i've done that during the starting of the hols!)..well, just went to make my table look neater. WHY? Because my sister has 8 friends{yes! your eyes aren't playing trick on you} coming over to stay overnight and i have to be a kind soul((: and let some of them sleep in my room. So tonight, or rather later, i've to bring my pillow, my bolster and my blanket to master bedroom to sleep with mother. Then papa will sleep on the floor :P on the beanbag lah! :E

Hmm..tomorrow shall be a day out too :) shall update tomorrow!!!! bye!

and to you you you, sorry hor, only a small present to give you today): your birthday one will be a big big one{ can't guarantee hor!) and i promise that i'll not speak nonsense or think anything nonsensical again :/ and of course, i believe you lah! :) Again, uoyevoli!!!! :DDD

Kaixin.

2009-12-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!!(:(: First of all, THANK YOU VALERIE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT(i like it(:), YOUR SWEET SWEET LETTER and THINGS FROM YUNAN (: hehe the egg shaped plant is cute, plus the pee-ing boy too :] but hor, how to make the thing pee??I pour one cup of hot water liao leh, thn it still never pee.. and i scared the ceramic crack, so i don't dare to pour anymore :/ BUT thanks a lot...and why does Auntie Margaret appears in the letter???And i will give you a lot of my love!(i'm a nice person! and no more love to give anyone liao :]) tsk tsk anyway THANKS A LOT and i cherish you a lot too. tsk tsk. BY THE WAY, do you need helpers to help you move house? Since i'm VERY VERY VERY AND SUPER AND EXTREMELY FREE ANYTIME, i can help you!! hehe. And invite me to your new house, so i can play wii :))) oh ya, jolene also want play wii leh!!! :DD and it's been a long long time since i chatted on msn with you leh :] come online soon (: misses~~ and GO OUT soon hehe :D pictures up another time

Another boring day. yes, that's the only word to describe all the days of my holidays. EVERYDAY'S BEEN BORING, EVER SINCE THE START OF THE HOLIDAYS. {YES! all except my birthday} duh! I always thought that this holidays can be a fun and enjoyable ones{since i worked hard for it, YES i did work hard by studying hard for 'o's and REALLY looking forward to this holidays} but now, i'm hating this holidays. Cause it make my life look boring. Really regretted not looking for a job. :/ D: and YES I AM SAD, REALLY SAD! tv-ed and read books all the way, and yea, don't feel really well today..haiz..

Just learnt that cg is confirmed to be on this coming sunday and yeah! another day out. and it's like SO FINALLY after so many days of cooping at home. Anyone free? i'm really dying to go out with anyone! OKAY LOOK PROPERLY! now is WITH ANYONE.. anyone my friends?? Kelly! Yunli! Valerie! Rui Fang! Cliques! Did i miss out anyone?

Hehe and to tuition mates, go out soon yea? Missed you all loads too. Haven't seen you all for like 2 months? ever since 'o' level starts and idk when can i see your again since many of us are not going back for tuition :/ OH YA, HAPPY BE-EARLY BIRTHDAY TO JANE (: 23rd! hehe enjoy with your bf ok? :]

hmm nothing else to say :) Bye people (:

and i won't don't want to see you one. In fact is dying to see you. ONCE AGAIN, WHEN ARE YOU FREE? :/

Kaixin

2009-12-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY! One week passed again and wow, Christmas is coming soon((: tomorrow's another free day again and i just know this coming thursday, i'll be out for dinner!! cause's it's my parent's wedding anniversary!! very cool right, on Christmas Eve. SO well, for this coming week{or rather christmas week}, i'll be free again{should be the whole week} with nothing to do. I'm starting to rot since i came back from malaysia cause there's no one to talk to me. D:

Valerie's moving house. 29th dec. Do you need a helper? just pay me $5/hour and i'll help you move your things from bukit batok all the way to hillview! tsk tsk :P Actually, i just want to go to your new house!:) No no, is to play Wii and look at your big big bathroom. So cool~~ Remember to invite me over hor! :P

And clique!!!when are your free, i want to go out and eat shop and be merry! ><>

I'm so looking forward towards class chalet! 2 more weeks to class chalet and...{shall not say} your birthday!(:

and who's free this coming week?????Ask me out please. tsk tsk. mum don't want to go out cause she don't want to spend money -_- and sister has 4friends coming to stay in out house on tuesday. Haiz. Who's freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee???????xD

nothing to say. bye!!!!{my blog will be dead SOON}

Boring life, rotting soon D: and rich + busy pork, HELLO to you (:

Kaixin.

2009-12-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

"The distance between us is getting further and further apart"

Hello world! (: Hmm..today's not so boring. At least managed to step out of the house. Alright, i'll go straight to the point. Went to causeway point today :] Well, the food at the food court there sucked totally. Ok la, they're not nice lor ): waste my money :P shopped around till around 4plus before going home. (:

And shit, i can't smile now:/ because my lips cracked and it's really pain :'( and it's really heaty nowadays. I think i'm going have sore throat sooner or later 'cause my nose is going crazy now ): but who'll care. sick then sick lor :S

Tomorrow's class gathering is cancelled and i'll be at home again. Somemore, mum says tomorrow night we'll not be going out. Gosh! I'll be real bored. Why do others can keep going out with their families all day long. Some can even go out with friends now and then. ARGH! I'm bored, so bored! Programmes anyone? Just get me out of the house can liao :D

Ok off i go. Bye (:

And yes, the distance between us is getting further and further apart! This is HOW I FEEL now. :/ So near, yet so distant. Why no one knows how i'm feeling right now??{cause i told no one, not even you (:} i don't want to cry when everyone's sleeping again. i'm scared. do you know that? i doubt so.

Kaixin

2009-12-17T22:32:00.006+08:00

A brand new day(:

Hello people:D As usual, woke up and watched tv. Singtel people came and helped us with the internet. And yeah! now my house have both wireless and cabled internet. So fun (: that means desktop use cabled one while notebook use wireless one :D Headed down to Westmall for lunch. Actually mum wanted to go Tom & Stephanie to buy bag but there's no stock. After that, went to 3rd floor and ate Udders ice-cream. Mum and I ate mint chocolate and Amaretto Black(with alcohol) while sister tried Earl Grey! The ice-cream's nice, but expensive though. $3.90 per scoop for normal ones and $5.90 per scoop for alcohol-ed ones. OMG! but since it's nice, it's kinda worth it lah. Anyway, we don't eat it regularly! {that's why mum is willing to buy for us,haha} Hmm..went to library a while and borrowed 2 books, but still unable to find the ones i wanted :/ Why is it so hard to find the book you want in the library? D: OH YA!!!! my laptop didn't come today..haiz D:D:

To yunli: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! see i wished you so many times leh :P tsk tsk

i saw this on the net in the afternoon and find it kinda true{see for yourself} :

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!

Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.

If it comes back to you its yours....

If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.

A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of.

A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until its proven to u.

The ones in green are the one i find it really really true but the ones in red i also think it's true leh..{idk what i'm talking} but it's interesting leh. (:

To ZH : thank you for asking me what happened yesterday. you're the only one who knew i was sad after reading my pm YESTERDAY! haha and thank you for your care and concern. (: and i'm alright now. {sorry that i refused to tell you the reason} enjoy your trip anyway (:

Bye.

hmm...and i'm more apologetic towards you ): because i realised that i've been talking and asking nonsense. I'm really sorry..very very sorry. but you're back to normal once again. I'm so happy really happy. anyway, enjoyed your day today? hmm..and you're going sentosa tomorrow. :/ don't forget to talk to me hor (: and i'm really looking forward to going out with you again! :P once more, i'm SORRY for what i said these days and hope you really dont mind. :/ 8letters, 3words, 1phrase : I LOVE YOU(: will you see this???

Kaixin

2009-12-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm..wednesday! Life's as usual. Went to bugis today and OG before coming back home. OG is giving out free pearls again. Well, you just have to spend $20 or so i think?! Then you'll have one pearl. :) Watched tv a while before started playing pet society again (: I think i'm starting to get addicted to Pet Society again :P Hmm tomorrow also got nothing on D: {why do others always have programmes on one then no one free to go out with me?} but Singtel people is coming to deliever the laptop and install the internet :)) this equals to I NEED TO MAKE A SPACE ON MY TABLE FOR THAT LAPTOP -_- and my internet will have both wireless and __________{idk how to say the one need wire one:/} And i'm really dying to go out with friends friends and friends. Because that's the only time i can relax{'cause my mum don't allow me to anyhow spend money and what i like to eat is totally different from theirs :/} haiz..how i wish my friends can be FREE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Duh, class gathering changing to 27th december. What's the point to have it when we will be having chalet in like a week's time?!

Presents still not bought yet and i'm going broke soon :/

do you really know me well? I have a bad feeling, something really bad D:

again, enjoy your day tomorrow with your family, rich pork!

ps. 8letters, 3words, 1phrase..still remember?!

bye.

Kaixin

2009-12-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i'm back from Malaysia and it's really a very tiring trip :/ and a not-so-fun journey. And i think the most memorable part of the trip is going to the ostrich farm. Well, at first i don't really dare to feed the ostrich{although i knew it's a herbivore} but in the end, i still managed to feed it. And they're cute yet smelly! And standing on the ostrich egg is fun :))) plus, i saw an ostrich shit{and it ate its shit again-_-} Didn't really spent much money there{mostly is on tidbits} and the things there are almost the same price as that in singapore..i might as well buy them here :/ But the hotel sucked totally. Facilities are so lousy. I think it's the worst hotel i ever stayed. {indonesia's one is even better lor} hmm..but there's a beach and the waves are really HUGE{red alert leh}..i still went down to play with the water :DD And well, i went to Desaru yesterday! Headed down to Kota Tinggi to see fireflies. So cool and amazing..the whole tree looks like Christmas tree :P Back to JB today and shopped for 2 hours before coming back to Singapore. Managed to help sister smuggle some bubble gum back{she asked me to help and i can't possibly say no!} Back at woodlands, my phone finally got reception and i can start texting! OKAY, i started taxing once i got off the bus, even before going into the SP custom. :E

What a tiring trip. But after today, i'll be seriously bored to death until next week BECAUSE class gathering is postponed{due to some reasons-_-} and i shouldn't have asked father to help me find a styrofoam box so soon and also meetings are all cancelled -_-"' so i think i'll rot at home..or should i be packing?! But well, I'M LAZY TO DO SO. :/ duh, who'll like packing? So troublesome.

And next up is presents! I must find time to shop for presents. I know i have a lot of time..but somehow, somewhat i'm just too lazy to drag my feet to shop for presents myself. DUMB DUMB!

Okay, nothing much to blog about. Off i go. Bye people (:

p.s HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO JIANDA AND ROBIN (:

yes, i do miss you a lot and i've just realised how much i like you :/

Kaixin

2009-12-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

lazy to blog :P

Off to malaysia tomorrow until tuesday. See you (:

You Need Security

To be happy in life, you need to feel as secure and grounded as possible.
You have to know that things will be okay no matter what. You plan for the worst.

You tend to be cautious, and you always think of the long term consequences before you act.
Living a low-key, responsible life is the only way to ensure that you can truly relax.

What Do You Need Most?

Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

signing off..bye(:

I'm sure going to miss you :/

Kaixin

2009-12-13T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Today was a so-and-so day. Hmm...woke up earlier than usual at about 10am (: watched tv until 1pm and rested..{but did not sleep!i'm not so pig} Lunch-ed! I ate something very very spicy :P and watched Forensic Heroes. Tomorrow's last episode already. :'( and continued watching channel 8 until 6.30pm (((:

Sister's back from camp and before going for dinner, the whole family has to wait for her to bathe. I was really very very very hungry): Headed off to Serangoon for dinner and ate a lot. Home-d and watched tv AGAIN! Well, i know i have no life :P but was watching one movie on channel 8 and it's really very touching leh! Well, i teared a little 'cause it's really very touching :'( and a nice movie x)

Hmm...since i said i'm bored, went to blogthings.com and did a quiz!

You'll Have 2 True Loves

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

anyway, bye for now (:

8 letters, 3 words, 1 phrase. I love you (: hehe ><>enjoyed your day?

Kaixin

2009-12-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

I've been 16 years old for one week already (: Hehe, actually, i'm kinda lazy to blog nowadays ): Because i've really got NOTHING to blog about. Life's the same everyday, just like a routine..1. wake up 2.Watch tv 3.Eat breakfast 4. Tv again..and the same things just go on and on and on again. BUT OF COURSE i did go out on certain days and really enjoyed myself :P 'cause i don't like to be cooped at home everyday and having porridge everyday for lunch D: However, for days which i never go out, i can sleep until 11++ then wake up!! tsk tsk, i know i'm really a PIG :E

Alright, this week is just so-and-so.. mopped the whole house on monday with my mother vacuuming the house first. :) but hand very pain leh when squeezing the mop :/ {and i know how to do housework hor!} Tuesday was out to Vivo and Harbourfront Centre. hmm..watched Gokusen The Movie for free [got it when i went Kbox the last time] then ate Pizza Hut!! woolala~ But never go vivo again..a lot of jurong people leh :/ Wednesday was a boring day :P and went out again yesterday!!! :E :E :E

Hmm..i'm going malaysia next monday to tuesday. so..i shall wish robin and jianda happy birthday before i go{unless i forgot..will someone remind me? :P}

Mum says we're going to pack the storeroom on sunday BUT I DONT WANT..i hate packing things. ARGH! But i think it's a MUST for every year. GOSH! @#$%& And sister will be back tomorrow from her gg camp..the house's really quiet without her ALTHOUGH my voice is the loudest. eh no no is my mum's (:

I've really nothing nothing nothing to blog about. BORING LIFE D: I WANT TO GO OUT!! WHO'S FREE?? and please please..cg date don't change again leh :/

Bye.

HELLO!!!!!!!!!! i want to go out again :/ meet up again soon eh? and and and dont think about results release and school reopening now la. ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS!!! have fun for your sentosa trip on monday(: BRING ME ALONG LEH! :P

Kaixin

happy sweet SIXTEEN!!

2009-12-04T22:19:00.011+08:00

4th december!! a year had passed since i celebrated my birthday last year with geraldine and zhan hong. WOOLALA! But it's alright, although time passes so quickly, i'm officially SIXTEEN now! well, the first thing i did today was to watched Case 39, which is a NC-16 movie. tsk tsk. and watched it at iluma. BUT BUT BUT, only 6 people watching leh during that timing(11am) :E and the theatre was really very very super cold. HEHE!! then, went to Seoul Gardens to have lunch till 3.30pm :DD and shopped around Bugis Junction till about 4++ and home-d because mrt'll have lots of people if we went home later :/ played with my phone at home and i simply love it.

so now i'll let the pictures do the talking(:

haha shall stop here. :D i'm still looking forward to going out with friends and etc etc hehe ><

1 more hour and my birthday's over D: but nvm, i've enjoyed today :DD

byebye.

BOO~hello! hehe thank you for everything you've done, thank you for your treats, thank you for your presents :)) and you really really cannot forget me hor..just like you've promised. hehe :P And and and, i've really had an enjoyable birthday. thanks a lot. :DD

2009-12-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

Job hunting FAILED today :/ BECAUSE i'm not yet 16. Well, i should say only one out of the four of us reached 16. duh and no one wants to employ 4 at a time right? :O but nevermind, i never really thought of working leh, 'cause i want to slack and play and shop to the fullest of my life during now, now and NOW!!! Don't even know if i have the chance of slacking for so long ever again :P

But it's alright, although the job hunting failed, we still managed to go in and out of shops asking whether they want to employ anyone and it's quite a fun day out :E We've walked like from jurong mrt to imm, thn imm back to je, thn je to cpf building, thn to library and thn back to cheers to buy newspaper then back to library, thn to imm again. haha, so we were like spending most of our time walking here and there and standing! woolala, my pitiful legs :x

home-d and now, i'm here blogging!!

OH YA! and i must thank yunli and kelly for their birthday presents! the things in it are so cute la! thanks girls. :E haha, and i haven't give you your presents leh... neh mind, find one day to meet up again (:

argh, 3 more days (: And now is the start of another month, december! The last month of the year, woolala. 31st and my new year resolutions will be out again :E hmm, i must remember to see if i've met those i set last year this year. :P {what kind of language is this?}

okay, i think that should be all for today! :P

ps, and i blackened my shirt today, BECAUSE of that stupid straits times we've bought :x

Kaixin

fun day out! another day or days out please. and fun time together! HAHA and...i want to play :-*

2009-11-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

BOO!!! hey people. Today's a rather fine day, i mean FINE, not good :DD

Woke up quite late at around 9plus, close to 10 and didn't have any breakfast. Waited for sis to finish her guitar lessons before heading down to Bukit Timah for lunch. But the lunch sucked because it's like tasteless?? :P Then we went to Orchidville but ended up going there for nothing. Also no orchids to view one -_- In the end, went back to Bukit Batok to have desserts!!! :) {i think i'm going to get fatter eating at this rate :/}

Homed and watch tv plus sleep :EE and a day passed :/I'm bored to death. I want a job and i want to go out ):

5more days!!!!! I'm waiting and really waiting :]

Tomorrow should be another boring day because there's nothing on :/ I don't feel like packing my stuffs leh..and yup, i'm a lazy person :P But tuesday i'm off for job-hunting. Wednesday out with kelly. And Friday, HAHA :P(dont tell you) Thursday anyone???:)

Okay, that's all bye :E

Kaixin

PORK!!!PORK!!PORK!!!PORK!!! when are you free??:]

2009-11-27T22:16:00.006+08:00

"To be alone is different, to be different is to be alone"

Hey people. Another day passed. Today can be said to be an unlucky day for me D:

Why unlucky? Because when i went bai bai, i bought hot coffee and accidentally poured on myself. And MY CLOTHES ARE LIGHT-COLOURED, so there's coffee stain on my shirt and shorts D: ARGH, how to wash -_- crap crap crappy! :/

Well, woke up at around 8+ and went to bai bai from 9am till about 2pm. Talked a lot with my cousins and aunties/uncles and played with my nieces and nephews. They're really cute. And i heard that one of my cousin's wife is giving birth next week. So there's a possibility that my niece/ nephew has the same birthdate as me. So cool. But there's another 'cooler'. One of my niece's birthday is the same as my sister and they both share the same zodiac too! :) And i think i'm going malaysia from 14th to 15th december. :/ Don't know why i got a bit don't feel like going. D:

And we went IMM at 4plus to Singtel to change a stupid phone. So troublesome. And now, i don't know what phone i should take leh..Nokia, Samsung, LG or take back sony erisson? :S Plus, should i continue contracting with SingTel?? But i'm sure going to change to student plan BECAUSE 500 free smses are not enough :/

Back to grandma's house for dinner and she cooked curry! So i didn't have any rice and just ate 2 pieces of bread :P But the curry gravy is very nice :E Played mahjong a while{okay, i lose money-_-} and watched tv. Last episode of Penguin Father and it's another HAPPY ENDING (:

Hmm, tomorrow is another day but there is Forensic Heroes :] YEAH! my favourite :DD And not sure whether mum and dad's going out for tomorrow's dinner :/ and don't think i'll be doing packing for this week D:

6 MORE days :] and thank you ruifang for wishing me an advanced birthday and since i'm not sure if you're back in SP on 6th Dec, i hereby wish you a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: and may you be pretty and cute always. HAHA :E See you soon!

Anyway, bye for now :)

Class' chalet on 6th to 8th Jan and i doubt you'll be going bah, since you said you won't be attending if it falls on your birthday :/ D: well, i won't force you{of course hope you to go and stayover lah!} but remember the date i've booked you :E heeee. and what phone shall i get? Hmm...

So near yet so distant, why do people change mood and their way of talking so easily?! :/

Kaixin

2009-11-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

A long and boring day!

And hey people, i'm back to blog again(: Well, today's really a boring day. Woke up quite late at about 10+ and yea, i'm a lazy lazy pig{according to someone who's also as lazy as me ><} Watch tv awhile and went Westmall for lunch plus shop around-_- SUPER BORING D:

Mum bought a tool for squeezing pimples and blackheads. It's damn pain okay :'( Don't know which $%#^@&@ person invented this tool :@ Just heard from my cousin that he got into Triple Sciences and also took up Elective Geography and he asked me for my notes leh, saying that they are neat..BUT sadly, i threw all my maths and combined humans notes already. So sorry D: But i've kept the sciences one 'cause they're kind of important??:O

Sian, tomorrow's grandpa's death anniversary and i need to go bai bai him..oh ya, that's paternal grandpa :) And mum says after bai bai-ing paternal side, need to go bai bai maternal side's grandpa. SO, tomorrow morning i'll be real busy (it's alright la, since i've nothing much to do at home also) After that, we'll be going to IMM to change a phone(for my sis-_-)!!! I've to wait because the one i wanted is kind of expensive ): I want something cheap and nice{hehe that's ...!} And after that, i'm not really sure where i'll be going D: [but i don't want to wash car!]

Sister is back from her camp and she's really tanned{so cool, but neh mind, i'm naturally black!} but there're quite a lot of mosquito bites on her leg :P HEEE!!!

VALERIE!!! how's your brother's results? :/ and you should be going to malaysia already right? :O Remember to come back early :)

hmm, nothing much more to post about D: SAD! and bye. :E

heehee, and to you, there's no messages for you :P no la, just don't feel sad la, i'm just talking nonsense ytd!! :E and dumb porky, go out soon ok? *': lalala~~ pork pork pork pork ks! :P

Kaixin

2009-11-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Just flipping through some books and saw something very interesting:

Friendship is forever.

Friends are treasure from heaven.

Friends are pillars of support.

It means so many things,

words could never really tell the joy that friendship brings.

Friendship is a bond of faith that even time can't serve;

A gift to last throughout our lives.

Treasure the time with your friends

'cause you'll never know when they'll leave you.

Don't wait till you lose them then you start to treasure them.

Interesting yea, and i can't believe that a primary school student is capable of writing this and yea, it's written by my friend during P6 when we were all exchanging our particulars{to keep in touch with one another} But looking through that book, i realised that we had all gone different ways and stop contacting each other. Will this happen again? Will i still be able to keep in touch with my secondary's school mates?or classmates? or rather my closest friends?hmm...

Time travels too fast that i can't believe that we've already completed our secondary school level!! :DD But it's a sad plus happy ending and sure a happy beginning next year! :))

:D Off i go!

I've been thinking much these days and don't know why, sad things were those that came to my mind. Kinda sad and teared a little. Although i told myself to be brave and independent, i just dk why, i still think that i'll feel lost without you. Crap! i think i'm really dumb, stupid, idiotic to think of all these..Hahha. I think i'm going crazy real soon! xP and i'm really sorry to make you sad just now, really really sorry! And truly sorry, don't be angry k? D: and idk why, i find it much easier to talk here:D Much better after letting all out. :E You're sure you'll not forget me?Really? YEAH! hurray:'* It's alright, kaixin CHEER UP! :DD

2009-11-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

Fun day out :D but all these happened yesterday. Headed down to town yesterday :) actually went to ion orchard!! Nothing much {because all high-class shops} :/ and ended up having burger king. And there are lots and lots of escalators to lots and lots of different lobbies D: Almost got lost somehow when finding Swensens. But didn't go in and have lunch because it's like so isolated and quiet.. D: But it's still a nice day out :E

Today's another boring day! :/ didn't do any packing and woke up super late. :S {well, i'm a lazy person} Tv-ed a while and read straits time[was actl looking at advertisments and movies] and when to have lunch. Didn't really do anything leh. And time really flies!!! 25Nov. Wow it's like blink blink and a month is going to be over soon.

But never mind. 9 more days and YEAH! It calls for a celebration again :D Hehe, i really want to go out. Actually is dying to go out with cliques and friends too. :DD

Well, that's all. And byebye (:

Actl is dying to go out with you. :E and will you forget me somehow someday? D: :'(

Kaixin

2009-11-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

Exhausted... after finishing packing my cupborad{with lots of files -_-} and wardrobe :/ from 10+ until 6+. Spent quite a long time eh? But it's kind of fun throwing and tearing notes plus papers. :D

AND also, i helped to vacuum and mop the whole house!! See, i'm so good. :P {that's why i'm so tired!}

And hello people!! Today's a boring day, real BORING! D: And my nose's going crazy from morning. Keep snezzing non-stop. AND my nose's very very super RED now. :S

My cupboard looks neat now! :E So i'm left with one more cupboard [which i put my tb] and another one in the living room. Gosh! How am i going to finish :( Packing's really a chore and i hate it A LOT A LOT. But i dont know why every year also have to pack the cupboard at least once. How i wish i can stop for one year :P

Hehe, nothing much to say already. May be going out tomorrow again :) When are we going to have class gathering D:??? Chalet chalet, i want chalet !!!

To valerie : I've read your post. No worries, you'll get good results for 'O' levels one :) And see you soon[faster come back and go out with us]

and you too will get super good results one :E

And that's all for today. Bye.

Kaixin

2009-11-20T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello, came to blog again (: Fun day out to Jurong East today. Went IMM first to have lunch and it's a nice and really a full one. Felt real bloated (: but kinda worth it..YEAH! Then went Daiso and Giant before heading down to CPF building. But when we reached 'Kelly Services', neither of us dared to go in and ask for jobs. HAHA It's really funny and the people there are quite fierce-looking leh :/

Jurong East Regional Library. Honestly, i've never went there before. It's my first time there :D BUT in the end, i still can't find Jodi Picoult's books. Not even one okay. To valerie: did you buy any new books?? :x

Then went back to IMM again xP but this time round we saw a female teacher, dk what's her name leh.. But we thought that she was looking for _ _ _ _, hehe. Then instead of going to where we want, we followed her a while until she went into a shop. :/ Been a paparazzi xP Went Daiso again and i realised that the things there are really cute and quite useful. Spent about $16{NOT on my own things hor!!} there and headed home. But a really fun day out (:

Tomorrow's saturday again! Think i'm going to pack my cupboard. :/ Can anyone help?? hehe ^^

To kelly and gang xP, when are your coming out again??I'm really bored and going to rot at home. tsk tsk

Remember hor, filing and buying stationeries woo hoo~ >.<

nothing much to say and byebye.

Kaixin

2009-11-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hey people.(: It's been a LONG LONG time since i last blogged. Like months ago? O.o

O level's over and it's really boring! I'm really not used to the 'no studying' life{at least you'll be occupied when you study right?} Haha, holidays had only passed for one week(or around there) and i'm starting to get bored! Hey, are there any programmes one? xP

Well, the starting of this week were quite fruitful. Kbox, Sakura buffet, Science Centre, Imm. They're all FUN FUN and FUN (: Packed my study table yesterday and i threw all my combined humans, maths and english notes{ALL except grad exam}. One reason's because there are just no more place for me to stack up all those notes because they're really thick leh. Plus, i doubt i'm going to have time to flip through them xP

Oh ya, when are we going out again people? When are we going to exchange presents (: To valerie: when are you going malaysia (:??

Been thinking really a lot these days. I'm really lost. I hate being separated from my friends, especially those who had really been by my side when i'm down, when i'm stressed or when i feel like giving up. These friends are my true friends, the ones that are always by my side no matter what. I'm sure going to miss them next year. Maybe i'll cry not on the day when we've taken back our results, but on the day when i get to know all of my friends are going to different schools or different classes as i am. :'( And i'm not sure how am i going to adapt to the new surroundings without my best friends all around me. Why can't i still be like a pri 6 student? At least i won't be so sad afterall, right? What if he doesn't go into the same school, same subject combination and same class as me? What if we stop talking to each after after going to different sch/class? Will we become strangers?Not being in the same class will sure make us become strangers, and i'll have no one to share my problems with, plus, no one to find teachers with me again D: It's really sad. These thoughts had really been going through my mind lots and lots of time..and at the same time, making me really sad. D: As valerie said on the other day "Although we've found new best friend, we mustn't forget old ones" Honestly speaking, i'm quite touched when i saw this line. And it's kinda true, but why we people stop talking to each other once they are in different classes?! And also, there are people with attitude problems everywhere BUT there are not many true friends in this world that will help you anytime anywhere no matter what.. Why must all of us be separated when the bond of our friendship is just beginning to strengthen? Why why why D:

Haha people, i really need to do something these holidays. Programmes anyone? and valerie and gang, when are we going out again??????xD when are your free :)

anw, i really dont know what else to blog about. SO... off i go. BYEBYE

Kaixin :]

2009-09-24T18:54:00.002+08:00

HEY people! ^^ It's really been a long long long time since i last blog xP Prelim two's over OVER and over. YEAH!!! One more major exam to go, that's O levels and I'll be FREEEEEEE!!!!! Papers were okay, although majority of them were like DIFFICULT! but everything's over. :) Just hope that all my results will be satisfying and the most important things is that i'll do well for o levels xD

Tomorrow's marking day so all sec 4s dont need to go to school. YES YES YES, i'm going to be a pig and sleep till...erm...late morning :D And also, i'm going to slack until sunday because i've really mugged hard for this time's prelim..so surprised of myself. hehe. F1 racing's coming too and i'm sure going to watch :]

Sigh, i really dont know what to blog about.D: Off to play computer games. BYEBYE!! :E

KAIXIN

To you: nothing's impossible and you'll sure get the results you want. Dont ever give up or think you're hopeless, okay? :D

2009-08-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello people :] School's alright these few weeks. Been sick last week during national day, sad right? Can't do anything except for sleeping sleeping and sleeping. Spa 3 went smoothly, but i think i made mistakes. D: Next week is really a hectic week, wednesday will be release of chinese results day and friday will be my english O level oral exam day. ARGH! Hope i'll do well. :]

Yesterday, our class{not everyone's present} had a very COOL class gathering after school. WE played lots of game. Ice and freeze, vampire, basketball etc. The game's really fun but today i had aches all over my body..(due to the running) Dinner after that at JP Banquet. Reached home at about 9pm. Overall, class gathering was FUN FUN FUN :]

Graduation exam II's timetable's out and the timing's really weird. All are the same as O levels. Next week on, i must really start revision already since i've planned my revision timetable with somebody xD JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!! You'll be free after O levels, so put all your hardwork in NOW :)

Thinking about after o levels and graduation, I'm a bit sad because i'll miss my friends. The one whom spent 4 years with me and the ones who helped me a lot a lot and also the ones whom i'm close with. D:

ok bye.

Kaixin

2009-07-26T18:59:00.003+08:00

"Life's like this"

Hey people, school's alright for this week. Finally, O level mother tongue exam had come to an end! Listening's over, everything's over. HURRAY! August - it's when we'll be getting our results, it's when we'll be sitting for our O level english oral, it's when we'll be having our spa skill three. Aww! So many things happening. It's gonna be a hectic life! We've gotten back our report book on friday, and as for position, i'm kinda satisfied, however, as for results and L1R5, it sucked totally, really! >.<>

Although school's been alright, something big really happened and made me not trust anyone ever again. Let's just let the person be 'he'. Alright, 'he' passed awful comments to insult me, i thought 'he' really changed, but actually, 'he' is just putting up a front, so i'm not believing him AGAIN. NEVER AGAIN! And 'he' seemed to purposely make me feel bad and awful JUST BEFORE CHINESE LC. Dumb ass. I'm not afraid that 'he' would see this post, because i want him to see it, i want him to know his problem. Lastly, to you(the 'he'), IF YOU REGRET ANYTHING{for eg, for ppl not be-friending you} YOU SHOULD HAVE TREASURED THEM IN THE PAST. BECAUSE AS YOU SAID, IT'S TOO LATE NOW. {and sorry has no effect and no use already.}

Plus, i want to thank those who had comforted me when i'm down, and also helped me at time. XIEXIE! :D

~~And to that special you, i really like you~~

byebye.

Kaixin

2009-07-16T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hey people! :D School was as usual these few days. We've gotten back our prelim results. ARGH! Lousy is the word to describe mine :/ But luckily, i didn't fail any up till now, :) and i hope i won't be failing any subjects. xP Total failure D: Just hope that i'll improve and do better during prelim 2. Study smart and jiayou akx :]

I guess i could only enjoy until tomorrow and i should be starting to do practices. :'( plus to be a real mugger. MUG MUG MUG and oh gosh, o level mt listening is next wednesday. I just realised that when mdm tay announced. Blur sotong! it means 5 more days to the last paper of mother tongue. Distinction please. xD Just wish that listening won't be too tricky and most importantly, I DON'T FALL ASLEEP!!!!

And hey, i think that's all i have to share, nothing much really. :/ ok then, byebye :)))

Why do you always think i'm angry with you? Sometimes i am but sometimes i'm not because there's another feeling- hurtful, disappointed. Honestly, when i saw that you're unhappy, i'm really unhappy too, because i care for you. but why do you always have to doubt my intention? I'm just being kind and good to see why you're feeling sad, but you, on the other hand, just think that i'm laughing at you. Do you really have to do this? If yes, then i shall wash my hands out of your matters from now on. and i really mean it.

KAIXIN

2009-07-11T12:55:00.005+08:00

Hello people! Wow, it's been around one month plus since i last posted. Been studying for the past month, that is JUNE! Prelim's over :D:D It's like finally, but the papers were tough tough and tough. I think i screwed all up D: Just hope that i'll pass all subjects! Nevermind, there's still prelim 2! I'll work harder xD

Went Kbox yesterday after last paper and it was FUN FUN and FUN! Enjoyed to the full-est! And sang quite a lot of songs :D Monday's class gathering, yeah! and we have 2 days of holidays (marking day lah) And i swear i'm going to play and slack because after this, all mugging starts again.

Chinese O level oral's over. Luckily, i knew how to communicate with the examiner. Plastic surgery, phew! And when the examiner said the word "plastic surgery", it made me think of someone. LOLS! But managed to say quite a lot. hope that i'll get distinction! xP CL listening's coming soon! 22nd JULY!!!!JIAYOU!

And guess what, I have a new study table!!! :) and it's leg-less. xD Although i quite like it, but i missed my old table! D:

Half a year passed just so quickly. It's meaningful although there were ups and downs at times. but it also marks the starting of having to mug harder for the coming 'O's! ARGH! i just hate EXAMS!!! Work hard, but play hard too! YES, akx, you can do it! xD

I've nothing much to post. byE!

where are you when i needed you most?

KAIXIN

2009-04-24T21:00:00.004+08:00

"Laughter is the closest distance between two people."

HELLO world! Today's a sucky yet fun and touching day. Contrdicting eh? Starting of the day was Physics mock SPA and it's really a tedious one. I spent around half and hour setting up my experiment, so damn shitty. And i was really damn frustrated. But luckily, it's not a real one. :D Social studies, geography and amaths, followed by last session of CCA. Went to Jurong Park to pick litter and backed to school for farewell party. THANKS SEC 3s! I might as well say thanks to only mathew, shieh li, yang zhi and shi hui. From what i heard, they're the ones preparing. It was touching though, to see their efforts etc. All 4 of us cried because we really can't bear to leave, sad! D: And yet, i'm happy at the same time because i can finally put down the burden of a secretary and hand this cca to the sec 3s. JIAYOU okay? and good luck!

If i'm not wrong, we took back out geography paper and i failed!!!! BUT i passed bio xD ARGH, mid year's coming, 'o's coming too. STRESSED! What's more, next week's CHEMISTRY SPA and i did really bad for mock spa. D: Didnt even have the time to finish my calculation :'( Pray hard i'll pass!

Misses...

byebye.

kaixin